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Saturday, July 30, 2005

interesting conversation

Today woke up suddenly at 530...sms call le then i went back to slp..haha..was nearly late..no time for bfast n stuff..then sat crowd..guess my colleagues saw tat i'm stressed..they said to me aiyo..why u walk in liddat..how to survive...then they said dun stress...in e end...hungry n busy thru e entire day...till i buay tahan..just sign out n go off...haha..then reach home, throw temper n went downstairs to eat..heh..

bad tempered again...haiz..always liddat when i'm having tat time of e mth..lolz..beta leave me alone..

oh ya..as per title, today during work, they were discussing abt maids, their sons n the gerfrens..tat kids will b closer to the maid, blah blah blah..interesting..working mums seem to have to worry for so much stuff..haiz.. had a pretty good time listening to their conversation..

just now sis using com, bro watching the 5hr marathon lost so i went to watch vcd in e room..haha..watch the wo jia you zhi he dong shi..the very gan ren de quote..haha..its in chinese...as below..

“从现在开始，你只许疼我一个人，要宠我，不能骗我，答应我的每一件事都要做到，对我讲得每一句话都要真心，不许欺负我，骂我，要相信我，别人欺负我，你要在第一时间出来帮我，我开心了，你就要陪着我开心，我不开心了，你就要哄我开心，永远都要觉得我是最漂亮的，梦里也要见到我，在你的心里面只有我，就是这样了。”

and from my sassy girl...

第一、不要叫她温柔。

第二、不要让她喝三杯以上，否则她会逢人就打；

第三、在咖啡馆一定要喝咖啡、不要喝可乐或橙汁；

第四、如果她打你，一定要装得很痛，如果真的很痛，那要装得没事；

第五、在你们认识的第一百天，一定要去她班上送一支玫瑰，她会非常喜欢；

第六、你一定要学会击剑，打壁球；

第七、要随时做好蹲监狱的思想准备；

第八、如果她说她会杀了你，那不要当真，这样你会好受些；

第九、如果她的鞋穿着不舒服，一定要和她换鞋穿；

第十、她喜欢写东西，要好好地鼓励她。

the other day was having sms chat with a brother..cos he's in a sunny offshore island called tekong..=X he was suaning me abt being negative & tat even the best sales man also cannot settle me. heh.

hmm..done some thinking..to love n not b loved in return is a very bad ting..its so hurting tat no words can describe e pain n despair..so bro..its not tat no guy can get me down yet..but i'm just afraid..i dun wana go thru tat again..i dunno how to open up again...heh..beta stop here.. sometimes single also good mahz..dun need to bear e responsibility..free to meet ppl..dun need to tink tat much.. smart ppl stay single..i rmb from an article..haha.. wells, for the time being ba..till i get swept of my feet again. hee.

as per my msn nick..

sumtimes wait'n reduces confidence.. but i'll always be E girl in fairytales who is always wait'n 4 her Prince Charming to come..

blogged at 6:50 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005

Movies!

hmm... recently got alot of movies i wana watch...haha.. as below..any1 wana watch? tell me aye?

wedding crasher
seven swords
Charlie & the chocolate factory
the truth about love
bewitched

hehe.. today stand till leg pain.. cramp somemore..hai...tmr still got to work..sianz...tat day e doc say tat if still always will cramp n pain.. must go for scan.. diaoz..i dun dare to go... haiz..

8 aug gonna meet up with pikachu n kangwei...10 aug gonna meet up judy n her classmates for judy de bday..omg..expenses expenses expenses...pay's onli gonna come in on 25 aug..sianz.. there r so many tings to buy n pay...haiz..

today got my log in n stuff..then discover i onli got 12 sick leave days n 5 annual leave day...haiz..cannot go for tour le...hmm...time to save up...next year then go travel...haha.. i wana travel!!!!

go rest le...

blogged at 9:11 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

GRADUATION 2005

Today's a really good day! Cos today is graduation ceremony..supposed to meet mich at yck mrt (usual place) while waiting i saw zheng wen who waited with me..then e 3 of us walked to sch.. met up anna, wilmer, xinying, jon n we walked into the audi.. Saw so many ppl.. heh...everyone changed sia..

then took tis name card and we were ushered into the theatre for e arts..got alot of guest speakers..pzifer ppl, joel lee..alot of speeches.. then its our turn to go up n take the "cert" ..in e end its onli a empty folder for us to put the cert in..haha..with NYP logo.. I was so nervous..guess i din smile well for the cam..wonder if the fotos will turn out good...haiz..its gonna b mailed to us.. 5 bucks..lol..

when i was going up e stage..i saw daniel soh n mr wong..who saw me n waved...heh.. they were here..but din manage to take any fotos with them.. haiz.. chris loh also..

they showed a video..haha..i saw the foto tat me, mich,george n mr quek took in e lab..yes! e pic tat was in e choices mag..lolz..as below..it was used as a cover for the book in e clip tat they showed us..

then we went to the NYP lounge..heh..first time in there...wells..lotsa food..but not much of an appetite..heh..was taking fotos..

took fotos with mr sunil at the entrance..din realise how many ppl we were blocking..lolz..then later i called albert n we took pics outside e audi there.. haha..at the graduation 2005 signboard..

then we headed to collect the cert..well, i collected mine le..so the guys took theirs..took foto with k guy n siowling there..mr chong too.. hehe.. then k guy came along n we took one too..

went back home for a change of clothes and went down to suntec marche to meet the rest of e guys..Chuikeat came to meet us..haha..had some fun there..

mix drinks.. haha... dunno taste like wat sia..

then later xinying went back home..then walked ard carrefour..mich went off to work..jesse n jon went arcade.. wilmer bought stuff for his army needs.. me n anna went nydc..goldmine was great..the malay server was cute..heh..then wilmer went off to book in while me n anna waited for jon n jesse.. they we took e train back..heh..

promises were made to meet up again..hee.. its has really been great with tis gang.. 3 years have gone..we have all embarked on a different stage in life..national service n work force for us..

when i get the fotos will post them up in my yahoo foto album..hee..till then.. here's an article i got from the newspaper TODAY..

article

U r beautiful if u feel n tink tat u r..U r who u r..Everyone is beautiful! cheers!

blogged at 11:20 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005

BUSY DAY

Today is such a busy day!!! No time to even visit the toilet..mrg do abit of packing nia, kena asked to go to do picking le..today alot of ppl MC..haiz..everyday also got ppl MC..hahaz.. my workplace is such an interesting place...then at e end of e day, got so tired...leg pain, hand pain..cos walk ard..run ard..pack ard..then cos in the later part of the day got no pharmacist, they got a lady from another branch to come..lolz..so interesting..she asked me questions tat i cant ans...lolz..i look like i noe where e tings are mehz..i onli 2nd week.. lolz.. so cute, but she's a nice lady...

Graduation coming soon...hmm..on wed..alot of ppl taking leave..haha...cannot imagine the war scene! =X

tired manz..tmr again got ppl cont their MC...haiz..jialat...

I going to pack my wardrobe and throw out all e notes n books..yupz..i have decided to stay with NHG if i pass the 3 mth probation...yupz...gonna go study the pharmacy technician course if posible.. =)

government funded board de job...haha..do la hor.. i also dunno wat i wan..since i have tis, do lo..

blogged at 7:38 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

a test =)

Your dating personality profile:

Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.

Your date match profile:

Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Funny
2. Religious
3. Liberal
4. Big-Hearted
5. Romantic
6. Traditional
7. Stylish
8. Adventurous
9. Sensual
10. Practical

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Funny
2. Religious
3. Outgoing
4. Adventurous
5. Practical
6. Romantic
7. Big-Hearted
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Traditional
10. Conservative

blogged at 8:38 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

Xinmin band concert

Wells, today at work, went for the lunch talk..pretty lame la..haha..then went over to victoria concert hall..on e way at raffles mrt de shops, i bought e last orange tulip for ju..hehe..told e girl i wanted tulip.she say got yellow red..i ask u got orange? she say wait,,then she search search, onli one..haha...so i took tat.. sweet aye?

i tink all gers will like flowers ba..haha..rmb e scence from my sassy ger, where e guy took a rose n give the ger at her piano rectical...haiz..will anyone do tat for me?haha..just wondering..hee..

during the intermission, i saw pikachu..asked him if he still recognise me..heh..he say ya la..onli nv wear glasses mahz..lolz..then we exchange numbers n promised to meet up to la kopi..zhihao is still as boy boy look, kah siang still as haha..." see my pink tie " alvin in army signals lehz..the conductor looked like mr chia from behind..joseph lim still looks as qian ta..chia also...

band concert, e annual event where students r dressed to impress, hp n gadgets to impress..now the students more crazy le.. scream n shout..not like we last time..haha..

After the concert we walked over to gluttons bay n tabao to eat at waterfront..hehe..e oyster omelette, prata, rotijohn was good..oyster omelette e best..haha.. wanted to try the hokkien prawn mee..but..long queue la..hmm..gluttons bay like noting much actually..haha..they had signs in japanese, english n chinese...haha..lots of singaporeans there..tourusts also..

chatted with judy till 11.30 liddat b4 taking e train..

tired..dun feel like working tmr siaz...haiz..wells..have to..

graduation..hmm..after tat just slack at marche? or wat siaz.. i meeting someone else for dinner..hmm..yupz..now must treasure leave..cos got onli abit..heh..

okie..going sleep le..

blogged at 11:58 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

4th day at work = MC day

Today..went to work, colleagues saw n told me to go c doc..yupz..so here i m on a day's MC..haha..anyway, they told me starting is liddat de..sure will sick de..until immune system is good..lolz..

M i opening my heart again? to accept someone else? mayb i m..wells not too sure..haha..see how tings go ba..someone like me..well..beta off alone..hehe..

hmm..going back sleep le..must rest..tmr got talk..all e talks r accumulative de..must ensure i got enuff points..then tmr also going to watch xinmin band..heh..judy's there!

blogged at 4:12 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

3rd day at work

Today again..kena shoot..n she did it loud n clear..wth..i enjoy going to work early le...got a prob with it mehz...kns..

seem to be falling sick..cough, sore throat, whole body ache..haiz..3 days at work n i'm sick..sianz..

just now went TTSH see jiu mu..suddenly, working at th pharmacy made me realise the importance of health... =D

well, gonna take my time n not b early tmr..heh..

blogged at 10:43 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

2nd day at work

today..i reached far too early..then kena shoot..lolz..lunch with boss..told her i m bored with packing..i prefer picking..during off peak, i did picking like yest n was praised..say i can do so much le..hehe...must jia you.. =)

tmr ah..mrg must still do packing n then off peak do picking..i wan to settle down asap..show boss tat i m stable so she will not bring me along with her to choa chu kang de polyclinic..haha..i would rather go to amk nia..save on transport costs.. =)

okie..going off le.. grad do wat siaz? i took one whole day de leave..its a wed..watch movie ma? eat ? play? take pictures? go sentosa? go shopping? go relax? haha..ppl..wat r e plans?

blogged at 8:13 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

first day at work

today first day at work..pack medicine..alot alot..until i wana cry..darn boring lo.. then pick a few prescriptions..not too bad..the ppl friendly la.. =)

then terrence sms me ask wan watch movie..saw sam at causeway point..haha..straits times n cathay showing free movie..she also there for the free movie..haha..so we watch be with you.. sweet sad movie..teh boy's cute..

terrence ah..haha..same la..the same laughter, lameness, hair shorter le..look not so boy le..he looked more matured with the glasses too..guess everyone changes ah?

have taken leave for grad le..haha.. =)

well, tmr is gonna b day 2 at work..well..just work for e sake of having money rite? gambette..

like wat one of the staff there tell me, just come work, do wat u r supposed to, then go off...mth end get money..hahaz..yupz. =)

blogged at 10:31 PM

Saturday, July 16, 2005

phew!

Today went to PS, meet xinying and walk the this fashion outside there bought a top...was tempted to buy the dress..but if i buy tat dress, no money for bag le..haha..the walked to PS, bought the FILA bag le..haha..20% off...24 bucks..

then went for jesse's aunt tingy.well..still tinking whether or not to join..haha..got some pretty interesting ppl there..band ppl..some bouncer at liquid room..haha..law student, JC student, kids entertainer..hmm..i tink since poly, i have nv one shot met so much ppl le.. jst now abit kena stun..hahaz..seem to have lost some of my people skills..haha..

Suddenly I was reminded of the picture tat clement drew for me..i still have it..hahaz..safely in my mashimaro file..ya, have to agree tat coaching is a really rewarding task, but unless polyclinics decide not to open on saturday..

yupz...tat's abt it for today..gonna go bed..hehe.. tired.. =)

blogged at 11:55 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

NHG & Simple Life

Yest went to sign the employment letter le..yuen ting also working for nhg..haha..i went there onli grace ask me if i noe her..haha..she's working at amk branch lehz..alamakz..my most ideal work location..anyway, have to go for a pre employment check up at alexandra hospital..then met dewei on the way n went down to meet mich...hmm..her hair shorter n she's slimmer...haha..felt it when i hugged her.. =X but she's happy at her job..can sense tat she's alot more happier...

the food at simple life is pretty okie..ex though..lolz..i saw the same series de dog tat time me n ju go turn de..but i was not able to get the green dog..got the brown dog tis time..quite disappointed la..i still like the green dog.. =(

saw some toys tat i liked...but well, broke for now..and there is like so much stuff i need to get..so..guess tat will have to wait ba..until i find my old n dying ah pek n get his money...haha.. =D

Now..feel very sianz...tis few days been doing someting v ......................... haha..grandma gonna help me make a pillow..so tis few days i have been picking the bean sprouts de black cap...haha.. the sell veg de auntie passed me alot..lolz...pick until i wana cry..like cannot finish de..

feeling bored..wonder how will my new job be like...haiz..sianz...

tmr ah ma coming to help me make the sprouts de cap..haha..looking fwd to my pillow..yeah!

rmb last time i got a small pillow..it contained my mucus,salivia, tears, secrets..then later cos too stink le..mummy say must throw..rmb i silently grieved over it for a pretty long time..i rmb my pillow is red de! =) haha..now i m gonna get a new one... lala..

craving for cafe cartel...nydc also can...haiz...broke le aye.. lolz... anyone there with spare cash n time to treat me? lolz..

blogged at 11:20 PM

Monday, July 11, 2005

employed!

Heez! Today i got a call from e national healthcare group..tell me to go sign letter of appointment tmr..pharmacy assistant...well..totally noting to do with watever i studied la..have to pick up everyting again..but well...ask me when u r sick..mayb i will b able to tell u wat u r gonna get for ur medication...haha...

e pay's low la..but well..government job..mum n dad happy..hmmm...me? i'm not too sure of it though..be working at toa payoh polyclinic..

yupz..tmr go commonwealth sign the letter le..then got more details ba. =)

till then, cheerios! at least i' not slacking le... hehez...

tinking of wat to do with my first pay le...hahaz..

tis few days..been having weird dreams...first infested with roaches..yest was even more absurd...i was stuck in e middle of the lake...and i dunno wat more...the worse part? my dreams all contained him..wtf..wat is happening to me? lolz..

well, someting's wrong..i'm sure..normally i dun rmb dreams..when i do..noting good will happen..dun have a good feeling abt it...he seems to b in some sort of danger.. but i'm not sure..wells, not my prob n i m not qualified to ask le ba..hehez...be including him in my prayer though..hope he is well.. buddha bless.. =D

blogged at 11:16 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Outing with Judy

Today..is a magical day! why? cos its the first time tat i have really gone out after tat fall..went to meet judy..at PS, then we ate at secret recipe! CHOCOLATE BANANA CAKE!!! then walked to buy her sis de boots..hehe.. then walked to bras brasah and walked ard art friends..had alot of plans..i saw the stained glass, test tubes,bottles..all e really arty stuff..suddenly got e mood! =D

Then we walked to the fu lu shou there where ju bought her cloth and then we walked to have apple strudel..i had strawberry de though...ju had apple...was nice..hehe..

we had made lots of plans...haha... =) we will carry them out de.. yeah!

blogged at 10:43 PM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

just some tots

Right now, I'm like threading on thin ice thru e mist...not sure where i'm heading n wat i'm doing.. What should I do now? I cant wait to recover..I wana work, meet new friends,start bringing in money... Well, life's a bore..Noting seems interesting tis days...

Let's see...from when I stopped schooling which was april end...till now...I have done 2 jobs...teh first was tat choc buffet..which was a complete big failure..and the LTA job which was also another disappointment..haiz..Should I try to look for related jobs or just take any job tat comes along? Am i really suitable for the chemical line? Is it wat i wan? Jurong Island..hmm...i kinda miss it...really..Hope to be able to work back there...find some job woth allowance n stuff..haha..waork like 2-3 years..then mayb study someting else...hehe..

Don't understand why I cant choose to be single..Got a problem with me single? OH PLS... I can take care of myself..I just wan to be alone now..i'm just lost now..Yeah,i noe there r ppl who r good to me...but i wana take my time..i dun wana rush and fail..I wan to make sure that I will not b hurt or hurt others..its my way of protecting myself..I dun see the need in having a partner now..well..eventually i will wan i guess...but for now...mr right hasn't appear..mayb i'm asking for too much...heh...but tis kinda ting...i believe strongly in fate. =D

Now...wat's impt is tat I have to recover, get a job... settle my top priority to buy list and then find someone to yang me..hahaz... =D

okie..nearly 2 le...gonna go bed...hehe..

blogged at 12:35 AM

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