Monday, June 28, 2004
Well, its been a lot time since i last blog or should i say am able to blog.. bcoz of the following simple reasons...
I AM NOT DOING PROJECT NOW = NO COMPUTER DURING THE HOURS AT CPTC.. i AM HAVING TRAINING..DON'T ASSUME THAT I CAN ACESS THE COM AND SO I DON'T NEED IT AT HOME.
MICHELLE NG NAN JUN AND JOSHUA NG JUN JIE HAVE BEEN HOGGING THE COM SO MUCH, THE MOST I CAN DO IS JUST CHECK MAIL AND CHECK MY SHOUTBOX, SO PPL WHEN U GUYS LEAVE A MSG, I DO SEE..
MICHELLE NG NAN JUN..I AM NOT HAVING PROBLEMS WITH OTHER STUFF YET.. DUN ASSUME YOU KNOW WAHT IS HHAPENING IN MY LIFE WHEN U ACTUALLY NOE NOTING. DON'T GUESS OR ASSUME!YOU SUCK!
okie, now abt MICHELLE NG NAN JUN.. pls do not tink tat u r always rite also... the fact is most of the time you are not... don't make it seem as if I am the bloody sinner while u r the bloody angel.
Everytime i feel like using the com, i cant... bcoz u r using..i cant do much, i cant blog..
it is so sickening...
arghh.....so many tings happen...as summarised below..
dad hurt his back..
CPTC had it official opening today...
we climbed both the columns liaoz!
Discovered I am spending too much money on goceries...bcoz the habit of going to supermarket is back..
favourite hunts: northpoint: consist of cold storage and ntuc mahz.
Carrefour..both of them...
sianz... spending too much money..must cut down...
mum says she is tinking of working.. but has no confidence in herself.haiz.. have more faith lahz..
jesse auntie is having tis training tingy.. hope to be able to ake some money out of it..
the bus driver wans us to pay the full sum.. haiz.. need cash...wth..as if we will run like tat.. alamakz..
feeling sick and tired of being me, of the pl ard me, of everyting tat is happening....
feeling more and more tired...
well, wth.. TMR HAVE TO HAND IN LOG BOOK....AND THERE IS THE MID TERM TEST ON NEXT MONDAY...
blogged at 11:03 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Wong called me today.......................
why me? haiz.. its abt the tpt.. well, watever lahz.. guess my reputation is gone liaoz.
getting so sick of everyting..i dun feel like going home.. its has been like tis for quite a period of time.. did it start from when i had the train pass?
I just feel so sick...of everyting..i am very tired.. really..
who cares if i am there? my presence just seems to be make everyting worse rite? just tell me tat and i will just scram.. really i will..if not i will simply ensure tat u will not feel my presence.
SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U wana calculate everyting with me? then dun touch the stuff tat i buy home lahz.. kaoz.. one bloody ice cream.. tat cost onli 80 cents...i will return u 80 cents.. return me the stuff tat i buy lahz... come on lahz... the amt of stuff tat i buy and u eat far far far exceeds wat u buy back and i eat...so... calculate lahz...
blogged at 11:17 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Alot of tings happen recently..here's to some ppl..
sylvia: take life easy and u will see tat it is actually quite easy to pass time. learn to be forgetful.
dragaonluv aka michelle : I know u have been reading my blog.now is the time i put it to full use rite?I hope u can b more zi dong and dun keep hogging the com! u have a social life to keep online, so DO I! U tink its fun to see me shouting isit? do u know every time tat happens the next day i will actually get the pangs of pain in my heart. I dun wan to make everyone in the family upset. but you, simply had to make it happen, why must u be on the com all the time?u r not living alone, u have ppl ard u.ur brother mayb a push over but i am not! get tat into the pea brain of urs. i dun wan to keep hearing dad say just let me use the com, but wtf happens? u simply just sit there, without giving a dammn.. so now u r going NYP, there are alot of coms for u to use, pls go hog there and not come home to hog tis one! I really dun understand how u can be so selfish.. think of others.. the other day dad had just showed us all the bills rite? yet, u and joshua simply just kept the com on for the whole day! if u are using the com for ur chatting and comic and watever shit, he will simply on the tv and satrt to watch.. everyday has been like tis, cant u guys simply tink and not use so much electricity.i dunno wat is ur plan, but u had beta study hard in poly, there is no one to tell u to study.if u dun wan to study the ppl at IT will simply ignore u. I mean it. well, its ur life and i dun wish to tell u how to run it, but i hope tat u can be more mature!with the two of us in poly, i dunno where all the money is going to come from,haiz. watever lahz.. buddha bless all of us.
yesterday saw the biggest flare ever...hahaz..darn cool siaz..also must thank cuijie for teaching me how to trace the lines siaz..heez..
got to go change and everyting liaoz.. if not will b late.haiz.. sometimes my life sucks..
blogged at 6:15 AM
Sunday, June 20, 2004
I MISSED THE DRUM SHOW!!!!!!!!
the hear aches and sudden sizures are back again..haiz..wth is happening to me?haiz..
was practicing the instruments after going to the nursing home today.. then went to eat at tis place near kallang stadium..
the service was bad!...shall not elaborate more..haiz...hafnt done my tutorial.. sianz.. the test also.. hafnt touch.. haiz.. pls bless me and not let me flunk my tutorial okie? thanks..
blogged at 11:32 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
I slp darn early last nite.. in the end nv go see the korean drum performance at yishun..nvm.. will go see it tonight..darn tired..today wake up v early.. tink my body clock adjusting to my early wakings liaoz..haiz... woke up remembering my dream..when tat happens, I will be VERY tired..always like tat.. if i dun remember the contents of it i will not b so tired.. then later told mum abt my dream, apparantly was someting tat linked back to the past.. as far as when i was just a baby.. as in not even 4 mths... :omg:
yesterday had the ppt.. well was stupid.. tan beng san was like saying he dun understand my project...dammit..haiz.. i present after oskar..who was the recognised GOOD presenter..well... duno wat tan beng san wan sia...haiz...ong lai was trying very ahrd to help us.. i can see..haiz.. thanks ong lai.. can i call u pineapple?heez.. feel beat calling u tat..hahaz...
then the even bigger bomb came... tutorial 3 can hand in on monday....dammit... i spend the whole mrg at the risk of a bad powerpoint slides searching the net and using the answer tat hanwen send me trying to make out my own answer and was nearly late.. heng got the excuse tat need to change into ppe.. so was late entering the room..
dad found a job liaoz.. but its onli for 3 mths.. after tat will be....welll i dunno..
got lots of stuff to do.. but very lazy lehz... tat's one of my problems... i am just TOO LAZY..haiz..
blogged at 1:34 PM
Friday, June 18, 2004
i'm early again.. today... back feeling super pain..hafnt done tutorial... hanwen yest send me some questions..hey,. thanks brother!heez..
gona be late liaoz...haiz..
blogged at 6:27 AM
Thursday, June 17, 2004
today i was very early..super early..so early i shocked myself.. well, not reali in the mood to stay at home..so sianz..haiz..just now slept awhile..in lect.. hahaz..
anna: is not peeping tom.. is concerned.. hahaz..
now in cptc com lab... the feeling of doing project is back..
tmr is the week 6 ppt.. well, have to finish the ppt by hook or crook tonight..
got to hand in the tutorial also.. haiz.
so many tings to be done by tonight..haiz..
blogged at 1:15 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
today's a pretty good and bad day.. finally with some good element in a day.. hahaz..
was super late today,cos i cooked lunch n i sit until clementi then had to take the train back to jurong east again..(it was a long ride)so i misssed the 830 bus.. had to wait for e 9am bus..then saw K guy,later at the check point saw wilson..he's said he's been sitting there since 830.. no sign of 716..finally reached CPTC.. saw ong lai there.. he said go to class laioz... at 207..i still ask him how to go.. hahaz...then i decided to wait for the break which was at 10.. then ck sms say got take attendance, o i walked in.. instantly the center of attraction.. cos shin nuo finishing her ppt liaoz..
then later during lunch, goh say he coming to meet me,anna,anthony..the 3 ppl under him..
i tot he just wanted to tok, so i just got on his car, then he drove us to tis hill top rest to eat, billl courtesy of me kevin roberts.. i peeped at the bill its $77 plus.. :P
i walked in like halfway when dawn was giving the ppt..then again,center of attraction..for the 2nd time... b4 tat, mr goh said he wanted to sign my log book.. told him i will meet him if there is a break.. but i missed the break which was like over just some mayb 10 mins ago?
later i tink janice came in..and hanged ard, see dawn ppt.. then goh n albert came looking for me... :omg: then janice walked to me and was like pointing with her fingers down on me...then i turned ard onli to see goh n albert..i told janice oh.. he wans to sign tis..then dawn turned ard and i was like so paiseh... i said sorry n ran out..then albert upon seeing tis.. told me to pass the msg to all project students.. in the end i missed out on sally and gang.. alamakz..cos we got tis free ride from mr goh.. hahaz...actualli they say wan to get the cafeteria auntie to send us to the check point..then later,we saw goh,kevin and albert walking out.. so asked goh to give us a ride, he said he can onli take 2 more.. cos a car can onli sit 5..hahaz..then he said the unexpected.. cos me, ck, xy n jesse were like tinking how.. onli 2 means 2 have to takle the bus..then he said his student get more adv.. :eyeroll: hahaz.. so in the end is me n ck take the car... sorry xy n jesse..
then goh say he going to hi mum's place..so we all drop at clementi.. albert decided to take cab.. cos he saty with his in laws at changi... nice place... can see airplane somemore... must try to figure a way to go to his place..i tink i noe why he dun reali wan us to go look 4 him, cos he's staying with his in laws.. kevin took a bus home..
dropped at yishun today..the korean grp was there... :omg: high energy performance.. be going back to c them perform again..no wonder i have the feeling to go there..embedded in my meomery tat the tis is one of the closing for the arts fest..hahaz..there's tis guy very bright, quite good looking also :P
just now dad did roughly the calculations for the family..more than $2000 needed each month.. normally dad will nv tell us stuff like tis.. if he say so it simply is not a warning sign but a danger is here and we r abt to sink sign..haiz.. wat can i do?
blogged at 10:30 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
ITS SO SICKENING! everyting is not going my way or even near my way. sickening..
Wong! How can you lie to
us?
there's now no transport noting... all is on our own..wtf.. i'm getting lower and lower on cash..sianz..most prob gonna find some job or watever to do during the weekend..haiz.tuition, cashiering,sales watever..just have some spare cash..anyway, anna, if u need anyting else, sms me. can pass u the papers that i have, but since u guys ppt is abt 10 minutes, i tink u might want to concentrate on the importance of safety.then go to some common hazards in the oil/petrochem..like fire,explosion or confined space..it should be more than enuff..for fires, go to australia's fire station's webby.. they got alot of info there, like the fire triangle,e 4 classes of fire,wat r the extiguishing agents..
for electrical can do more on the electric shocks and stuff..then hmm.. can cover on static electricity also.. cos got sparks tat's y got fire.
for confined space, can concentrate on the hazards, like toxic gases, lack of ventilation, low oxygen level, high oxygen level... if u need to know anyting, can ask me.. hahaz..
yesterday had a very long talk with judy,her attachement place(ralph lauren) even gave her clothes...haiz.. comparing me and her, our attachment fate is so pathetic..anyway, she got her pay laioz..gonna treat me and daniel at the quality hotel,the lotus vegeterian rest. hahaz..here's a pic of it..
A leading vegetarian restaurant from Taiwan, it is the first to be sited within a hotel premise. Dine with style in a classic Chinese restaurant that offers not only a healthy fare, but is also sure to delight your sense of taste.
they are having a promotion now. details as below.
Steamboat Buffet
Featuring Szechuan Spicy & Chinese Herbs Soups
Monday to Thursday
S$15.00+ Adult (usual S$18.80+)
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Featuring Japanese Sushi, Spaghetti, Pizza, Tim Sum, Taiwanese cuisine, Pepper Steak, Pork Chop & many more...
Friday to Sunday and Public Holidays
S$15.00+ Adult (usual S$18.80+)
S$9.90+ Child (usual S$12.80+)
Lunch: 1130hrs - 1500hrs
Dinner: 1800hrs - 2200hrs
Nice place rite? I walked from Novena Mrt all the way to there before..they say its a long distance, but it was fun..asking ppl do u noe where quality hotel is?then they will stare like dunno wat..hahaz.. but well,its was a nice walk..
now in school for the frontpage training..well,ppt on friday and i hafnt done anyting for it..siaoz liaoz...later must try to go someting.. they say the training is onli 3 hours..i dun wan to go cptc..
oscar just came over and asked abt the msn tingy..diaoz..hahaz.. hope everyone can do all tis so called illegal stuff.. well, there are smart ppl who can get pass the firewalls rite?hahaz..
yeah, just know tat we dun have to go back to cptc,later will go do up my ppt.. then will reward myself with one esp of qiang wei zhi lian.. hahaz.. not bad yah..jia you ba.. for friday.. i roughly have a brief idea of wat i'm going to say liaoz..
blogged at 9:58 AM
Monday, June 14, 2004
Me back in CPTC again..cos TP is in for training, so we will be joining them, the project is stopped at week 5 onli.. got 7 more weeks for the project..but will try to do as much as possible during the training..this friday got that presentation..well, not much details have been given out yet..training is said to be more tiring,though i tink i will most prob be using the time to slp..hahaz.
well its been a pretty long week last week.. some very weird tings happen to me..but well, still feeling down and useless.. guess the onli happy ting tat happen was my fren is back in s'pore to work again.. and she is now staying with her bf.she's now working for Ren chi..but she's working at the one at Tan tock seng there, her bf is at hougang..she's hoping to get a transfer though, she now renting a place with her bf..most prob be droppping them a visit soon i tink.But have to tink of wat to bring lorz.cant expect me to go there empty handed rite? :P
To someone: I already know u need my project stuff, yet u chose to lie to me.. i already asked u if u need it for ur project, yet u still had to ask me wat project...pls do not act innocent in front of me.I already had a very bad week and u have to top it off for me. Thanks alot man. Why choose to lie? If u had just ask, I will pass it to u. I hate liars and pple who are not frank with me.
Later at 1 got to go join TP liaoz.. I hope they will just let all the Nyp ppl b in a grp, cos it will b easier lorz..was hoping to c hanwen, but still hafnt c him yet.. haiz..hope to c how much he has changed though. hahaz.
still duno wat to present for tis friday..haiz..well, beta start liaoz..feeling hungry..later must go back school to take the mp3 discs and the qiang wei zhi lian discs..sianz. my life sucks.
blogged at 9:09 AM
Saturday, June 12, 2004
well, i'm in a mess now.. project not done..haiz..
sylvia's
finished hers..CONGRATS!yest she said she will help me with mine, heez.. thanks pal.
to all who are still struggling with their projects: MUST JIA YOU!
later need to go sch n take qiang wei zhi lian back home..cannot go back to nyp for nothing liaoz..haiz...
i dun wana go cptc lehz..haiz..
got 2 very saddening emails..will post them here.
the first one is from ong lai... tis is i email him de.
Ong lai, Regina here..I have heard some changes to the schedule. wondering if you can do me a favor and answer the following questions.. thanks..
1. When is the week 6 presentation?
2. Where is the presentation going to be held at?
3. How much time is allowed for the presentation?for each group. and since I'm doing it alone, am i entitled to the time allocated for one student or for one group?
4. Who are we presenting to?
5. When is the live plant training? I heard it is on 14 june, then someone else said it's on 21 june.So when is it?
6. What time are we supposed to be in CPTC for the training?
7. I hear there is a frontpage training which will be held in NYP, do you know when it is? and the time.
His reply:
answer to question 1: the week 6 presentation is on the 18 june 2004, time: 1030 hrs to 1400 hrs.
question 2: presentation will be held at cptc.
question 3: 20 minutes per project group.
question 4: all of you will be presenting to tow soon, beng san and the respective cptc supervisors.
question 5: you all will join tp for live plant training on the 14 june 2004.
question 6: for live plant training, it will start at 0830 hrs till further notice.
question 7: front page training is on the 15 june at nyp. time will be of course in the morning.
the next one is from Xinying. and is she email wong abt our tpt to cptc.
Dear Mr Wong,
> this is Xinying. I would like to whether will there be
>transport provided for us during the 6 weeks IAP with TP? because if we
>were to take our own transport, it will be about $200 a month because:
>1. the ticket from jurong east to jurong island and from jurong island to
>jurong east, 1 day need about $3.60... then 1 month means we need about
>$100.
>2. we need to buy bus concession and mrt concession every month and that
>will cost us $97.
>
> so I hope that there will be transport provided for us, just
>like our other schoolmates who went for the 6 week IAP. thank you.
>
>From,
Xinying
Mr wong's reply:
Xin Ying,
>Transport will be arranged for your 6 weeks IAP. You will have to pay $52
>for the 6 weeks transport. If you are facing financial difficulties,
>please approach your supervisor or your mentor for help.
>Regards.
well, tat's the problem..the first week of training will b so stupid..it's like monday we join tp, then tuesday we go back to nyp. then fri got ppt..wahz..
well, gonna miss nyp and everyone there..i sure will jialat for training de..cant wake up..haiz..got to stock up for cup noodles liaoz.. :(
blogged at 10:47 AM
Friday, June 11, 2004
BLOGGIE'S MUSIC IS CHANGED!
It's time to have a different music..heez..will be changing the music every week!do turn up ur speakers..hahaz..
oops...wasted the whole morning on the blog sound..must start on my project liaoz..
see ya later aliigator! :P (dunno why the involvement of an alligator but.. well, remember tis tingy from some tv show)
blogged at 11:35 AM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
feeling so withdrawn..
just so sick n tired..
i really am..
BEAR..DUA ME AGAIN...
haiz..
well,just hope he's not late for sch..
have to do my stuff n send to morgan liaoz..
no one understands..
*some stuff tat i have been thinking*
He enters ur life, brings some happy moments and leaves suddenly..remember him not for his entry and exit but for the happy moments that he has brought u..
the one who doesn't understand u never will..understanding one is not so easy, it requires some X-factor..have u got mine?If u have, pls let me noe..cos i cant understand myself..
the changes tat r happening..they inflict wounds on me..wounds recover, but scars r engraved deep in the heart..
who will help my wounds recover? sitting under the dark sky where i cant even see my fingers,i ponder and i see a never ending long winding road with lots of sharp turns and bends..
blogged at 10:13 AM
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
I AM A SINNER!
EVERYONE ELSE IS AN ANGEL!
I AM THE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS AT FAULT!
HAPPY?!?
blogged at 12:44 PM
I am so late for cptc today..hahaz..luckily the security guard tot i was the afternoon group..hahaz..
*lucky me*
well.. now trying to finish up some loose ends then can go meet morgan liaoz...
hmm..morgan cant be seen anywhere yet..
mayb i talk too much..
i will definitely talk less to anyone now..
i will..
if i become an introvert is because you guys made me become one..
I DUN CARE ANYMORE!
Once i am outta here, guess no one will even think or remember me..
WTF.. the world sucks..all sucks..i suck even more..
I hate myself..
why am i here in the first place?
blogged at 10:12 AM
Monday, June 07, 2004
here are the new photos..hahaz.. taken on
sat 05/06/04 at esplanade.. sori abt the date.. i nv set properly on the camera..anyway, the pics are all taken on BenQ 2 mega pixel camera..the one tat came free when u either sign up or extend the contract with starhub maxonline..i used the original size of the foto so the details will be clearer..but it kinda messed up with my alignment..well..u cant have the best of the world on both hands rite? hahaz..
* i changed the blog table size to accomodate the fotoz * Do let me noe if its beta tis way or the last one was beta! Thanks!
this is by ecnad (dance group) it is one of the moving arts performance)
cost-tune-mean they used metal, paper and rafia to make the costumes..their dance can get from high energy to slow..my fav part is when two of them exchange their so called wings..i captured the wings flying..heez. the pic where the guy is wearing yellow and swinging someting..
This is at the one near the house there.. tried to get a shot of it the other time i was there with judy but it failed..tis one is beta!heez..
There's this lion theme now.. so there are alot of lions everywhere..hahaz..tok abt patriotic..hahaz..
this one is interesting..alot of cones there..very nice at nite.. but tis one just came down suddenly.. most prob the air pump got stuck or someting..heez..but i managed to get a okie shot of it..
the durian!
blogged at 10:44 AM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
The following are pics tat i have taken when i was with JUDY.. (28/4/04)sourced from esplanade and suntec city and marche at suntec. enjoy!do post comments.. i know my photography skills not tat good yet..
beautiful sunset..my best pic for the day!
there's tis run tingy..so got alot of ppl..
one of the art pieces at it's abt symbols..
one of the themes now at esplanade..
the symbols artpiece..they r all done by tis jap artist..
buildings buildings everyehere!
the best toilet sia.. note the toilet paper also similar to hotel style
tat's judy's hand on the rosti..and my choco mouse half eaten.. :P
the remains of a big feast!
me & judy! heez.. feel very comfortable with her..heez.. :D
that's me alone.. hahaz..judy took tis pic i tink..
blogged at 12:46 AM
Friday, June 04, 2004
The blog skin is changed!!!!
do gimme ur comments in the shout box!
shoutbox is at bottom left ahnd corner of page!
take care!
*teary off to PC SHOW 2004*
blogged at 1:18 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
cuijie is in cptc today,onli got sylvia with me,mich is away for camp.
feeling so bloody useless.
will I be able to finish this project?
i dunno.
i simply dunno what to do.
passed one of the modules to sylvia.
currently still editing the factories act.
dunno how to tell morgan sia.
i dun wan to appear weak.
ppl who come to do project come later and leave earlier than me yet dun seem as stress.
wth.
nothing's fair.
my life sucks.
beta get back to doing my stuff.
or i will nv finish it.
this project's got a name: the never ending story
get it? :"(
blogged at 10:25 AM
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Back in NYP.
yet no one is seen.
Linda toh asked me why i am always in sch when i am doing project in CPTC.
sianz.
xinying went off.
said she will b back.
later need to go library to find the tapes and the code of practice.
cannot copy MOM then how i do?
later need to go get sylvia jeans from Hang ten for her.
most prob will leave it in the locker.
later going yishun.
tmr is Vesak day..feels kinda different.haiz.. dunno how to say..
well, got to go back to do my project liaoz..
if not cannot finish.. haiz.. hafnt send morgan what i have done also..haiz..
HELP! SOS! HELP! SOS!
blogged at 10:09 AM
