Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Just reflecting on myself
Since young, I have never seen the need in having to be attached..Used to cringe on the tot of having a relationship, guys who tell me so, will simply be replied with a big hearty laugh and u must b joking rite? after tat, the relationship simply either fizzles out or i will keep my distance from the guy. Until he came along...hahaz..well, it kinda irks me still tat i was actually tis dumb n reckless..Nv given it much tot..Read somewhere tat being in relationship will be like taking drugs, once u start u cant stop...hmmm how true is tis? Mayb wat my sis said was right, i'm a changed person.. from one who will help out at home, to one who cant even be bothered...self centred...selfish...Now? I dun even noe wat i want or seek...hahaz...i just wan to be out the whole day... till e next mrg..just numb myself...just escape frm everyting...There ar ppl who will simply stand out from the crowd..There are ppl who r just there... I belong to the ppl who r just there...walking on the street, ppl who u will not give a second look..
from bridget jones edge of the reason:one moment u r closer to the person more than anyone, the next moment u r never gonna see them again....I'm having a relationship with 2 men, one called ben & one called jerry...Well, got to find jobs le...haiz... sianz...
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Monday, May 30, 2005
Gamble
Today, I took a big gamble..I called the agency and told them i'm quitting.. later sms Karine ( my LTA boss) tat i'm quitting... She replied with " I have got your message, will call you later." When she called, I told her tat i got some personal probs, and she asked me if still can work, or mayb can work ard my schedule..She said the post has been left vacant for some time, they interviewed alot of ppl then finally get me...In the end she offered to let me go off early..So tat i can attend to my "probs"....She really dotes on me... omg.. I feel like a jerk... She was really nice to me lo... haiz....So i'm LTA management support officer for one week...hahaz.. So now is see whether xinying company wan me...hahaz.. if they dun, i'll go work simple life with mich.... hahaz.... Kangwei: Rmb my keropok n honey! have a nice trip.. rmb to pray for me to ya.. =X
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
Gathering..
This weekend ah... cos last week vesak day, so tis sat no activity. met up with daniel n owyong. judy had her family day, so din join us. was supposed to have chong qing hot pot, but owyong ulcer, me sore throat... in the end we settled for the buffet at the convention centre, kuali.. food's not too bad.. then crossed over to milenia walk there where the guys had beer...hahaz...must say was tempted, but i din la.. I PROMISED TAT NO ALCOHOL MEANS NO ALCOHOL...Daniel: rmb my dark choco when u come back from ur trip!hahaz.then suddenly daniel suggested Kbox...hahaz.. so we went to the amk de.. but fully booked, so went over to hougang de... well, was still feeling happy de, cos dad kinda agreed to let me stay out. then my sis had to sms n sms n call n call.. totally spoilt my mood! made me feel bad.. as if i shld not be giving myself a break.. as if i was such some ass who onli knew how to give trouble...i noe who i'm mixing ard with, i noe how to take care of myself. then took cab back home, saw a sms n later chatted with a fren..till batt flat..hahaz.. actually i also onli left one cell la..was a pretty good chat lehz...after tat showered..and waited for my hair to dry...slept onli at 6 am...lolz.. today went to yishun.. with a splitting headache...tmr still got work at LTA..sianz...
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
Walk n walk...
tis mrg went to eat bfast with ah ma, then next door auntie de son marrying mahz... hahaz.. shall not elaborate on tat... anyway, then went to get the ting for the choco buffet..there's not gonna be refund, but then can write in n complain.. lolz... then me, anna, wilmer walked ard everywhere, before going to sunshine plaza for taiwan ice... hahaz... sorry xinying... until now still hafnt bring u there... sorry... see when free okie? hahaz.. sianz.. tmr going work again... decided to like slack n slack... hahaz.. see how la... must go find other job le.. =) time to brush up on my resume!
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
2nd day at work
Well, din manage to update abt my first day of work yest, was busy trying to upload my files to the hd tat i borrowed frm judy cos today CY coming to reformat com. hahaz.my first day ah...I FORGOT TO BRING MY HP! too kan cheong le i guess..at first reali slacked, i'm given my own table, and my boss can see me 100% from where she is sitting.. *_*then one of my colleague who is not ard( e v same person who is sharing the fone line with me, 2 fones, 1 line. lolz.. so cost saving. ), i became her answering machine for a day.. then later boss brought me ard to collect forms. did some filing and she went like wahz. so fast u fin le ah? lolz.. first time ever someone said i was fast. =)Today was raining heavily, so i decided to take a cab down to sin ming LTA, suddenly boss call me to go to NCS...wasted $7 on cab, even the cab driver also said i underpaid. .haiz. tell me aiya, u poly grad, cannot find job ah? my daughter can find lehz. kaoz. Sin Ming drive onli got intranet, at least NCS got internet..hahaz.. but NCS not as much privacy.
Tmr i will not be working, told boss i going back sch to collect testimonals and stuff. be going to settle the choco buffet tingy. and also rest. Just 2 days at work n i'm tired. really tired and bored..she told me to print out stuff..lots and lots of paper. been assigned my work le. i'm taking over watever the previous ger did. well, suddenly felt tis load on my shoulder. can see on boss note at first she din wan to let me do so much de. in the end, she decided to include everyting. haiz. see how la. buddha bless me. hahaz..
right now, i really envy those whose family can support them for uni studies..well.. if only i could. I will. really. haiz. dun ask.
tmr shall go relax...hahaz... mayb go Kster or watever. lolz.. i need to cry..i need to vent my fustrations. who can save me? I miss someone.so bad it hurts, the ting is.. tis person will nv b back. haiz. life is sickening.
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Monday, May 23, 2005
stunned.
Well, the choco tingy received pretty bad reviews, shall go down to the office and see wat i can do. have got alot of calls regarding the choco buffet, i can only say tat i'll do watever i can. Tmr the first day of my job and guess wat? my boss actually emailed me to inform me change of reporting venue, later she smsed me..hahaz.. told me abt the dress code, no jeans...smart casual...omg... dunno if i can actually do tis job for long... we shall see lo.. but she's very friendly, even offered to help me fax my results n certs to the HR..hope i can enjoy this job ba...I need the cash for my MP3 player and some stuff...hahaz.. =) Just now went out with Judy, got into another fit of emotional eating again...lolz...the choco buffet and some other stuff has been bugging me bad enuff..the tot of working...omg...was actually gonna eat the ju ju steamboat next to tao's rest at paradiz centre, but must wait for half an hr...in the end we walked down to the rochor tau huay there and ate coffeeshop...hahaz.. 2 wear nice nice, end up eating at kopitiam...I ate 2 bowls of rice, a claypot chicken, one plate of salad you tiao, ( we found it to be real nice and so we ordered a 2nd plate..) later washed down by the rochor tau huay and soya bean milk..hahaz... was so full, cant even walk properly...walked back to PS and bought earrings..hahaz.. the stall owner said its not sythetic material, but some mother of pearl.. ju says its a type of pearl, a very big one somemore..but mine seems small...hahaz...i cant wear too heavy dangling de ear rings, my ears will pain...hahaz.. Told judy some stuff, well.. mayb i really need to get everyting related to u out of my sight.. mayb out of sight out of mind... hahaz.. why cant i simply let go? When will I stop hurting myself? When will I ever get myself out of this self pity and shitload of lies? Like wat Ju say, u r no big deal.. why be stubborn... haiz... this is when I REALLY HOPE TO KILL MYSELF. my stubborness used in the wrong way. shall go to bed now... tmr 8.00 must report for work le... mayb act sick or someting, then can apply leave and go settle the choco buffet ting. haiz.
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
Vesak Day
Well, this is gonna be a long post, so bear with me okie? 20/5/2005 friReached Yishun later mrg...well, unable to change anyting abt the contract, so its gona be $6 an hr..until feb next year..5 days work.... started busy busy once i reached..then later got dad to send me down to sylvia workplace, so sorry to sylvia, was supposed to get lunch for her, but turn out tat by the time i was finally abit free, it was like late afternoon...in the end she only wanted chips...haiz.. like as if tat pack of chips can be substitued for ur meals..got Xinying stuff and supposed to pass to her.. on monday i tink...oh wells, later went to meet this ger called sheryl to pass her choco buffet tix, waited and slacked at PS, read all the uni stuff...well, guess i actually do wanna further my studies too.. but now? i dun tink tat's possible... Received sms from Mr Wong tat Shin nuo will contact me..abt meeting up...wells, wat can i do? just wait for her to contact me lo. in the meantime, the one who ask me to do tis de beta not get ur head shaven or go to some offshore island... =X went back to yishun in the evening and had dinner there, then my entire family went back home to bathe and then i went back to yishun with my brother. went to meet a fren, well, it was pretty much a very wrong decision i guess, shall elaborate more abt tat later, dad knew tat me n my bro went back to yishun, thus, i guess he also came, hahaz.. then made a very interesting discovery abt dad, he was the chess club president in sec sch, i tot he will be just some beng in sch smoking... =X
To the fren tat i met up: sorry u had to take a cab down to yishun, sorry for not being very attentive, i cant lose my dad's trust now..sorry for causing u to kena police check..Thanks for making the effort..no thanks for always asking abt my past, no thanks for always reminding me abt him, no thanks for trying to force me... i'm like a magnet, the more u force, the more i'll repel. After i went back, had tis talk with shiying, i guess i m not mature enuff to handle stuff, i really m still living in the past...i dunno la... i just wan peace, but apparently, i still cant seem to get it. I tot i got it, but seems like its all an illusion. 21/5/2005 satwent back home in the mrg, slept till late afternoon..then all the way until sun lo..hahaz..22/5/2005 sun (today)The big day! hahaz..this year, not as crowded, but same effects, tired and everyting...in the mrg only, i kept running to the toilet... haiz.. until.. my face went kinda darn pale and SM actually shrieked my name and asked if i'm okie... but big day lehz.. no matter wat, mind over body! and i did it! i survived! hahaz.. as usual, teary will always be the stupid stubborn ger! Now, feeling tired, sick and worn out...tmr still got the choco buffet... argh... tired..oh ya, supposed to get the hard drive from judy also....cos CY coming to reformat the com on tue.... my first day of work.. wonder how it will be like... my boss, karine, actually emailed me to inform me tat i have to report to LTA on tue.. diaoz... gonna get a mp3 player asap.. to fight off boredom..if not i'm gonna die.. hahaz.. anyone wana give me a mp3 player? hehe... =)well, some stuff tat i got from a fren's blog. Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around. Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways. Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed alot for you so you'd better really treassure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or what so ever. If you're with her, love her.Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be. I've been there& I know how it feels.Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart. Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.Promise her & make sure you never breakit. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her & her alone. Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it &protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life,your everything.Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you. Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over.Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display,she's someone to love, not to show off to your"friends".Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.Respect her for the way she is, never despise her& never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her... So meaningful and true. how many guys can do tis? hahaz.. NONE. mayb is just tat i hafn't met them ba. wells, life goes on...
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
busy day!
Tmr is gonna be a busy day... hahaz.. 8 am reach yishun, have to call the agency tmr to ask if can change some details abt the work...then have to go down to meet slyvia at bon gout, then later go meet the ger at 730 at orchard mrt to pass her the tix... then go back to yishun... hahaz.. next few days most prob wun be online...anyway have to meet judy to get the hard drive also... ger! I miss u alot siaz... hahaz... time to meet up n eat...hahaz... =)okie, i had beta get to slp le. =)
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job offer.
Well, the slacker got the job she went for the interview yest. its a contract till next year feb. LTA data entry.. if break bond must pay $500... going to go sign the contract at 4 pm. lolz... commitment.. wat i'm most afraid of. haiz.. watever... shall provide more details later.. meeting a ger on fri to pass her the choco buffet tix also.. hehe.. she taking 4... =)
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
the too friendly neighbour..
Today... went for the data entry interview, the weather too hot... in the end decided to take cab..guess the price? $2.40...lolz...the uncle was like huh? u wan to take to NCS ah?then he laughed and drove me there...haiz... then went back sch to print the vesak stuff, and also get testimonal...Xinying, i got ur testi lehz! pls get from me okie?then walked ard orchard for anna's bag... in the end decided on a fila de bag... then sat at coffee club express for a drink... tired...then took train back...when i walked pass the 11th floor auntie, she asked me so late ah.. then we started talking... as to wat i guessed, she asked abt ken..lolz...A: the guy who send u back the other time, nv see him le hor. he ur boyfren ah?R: erm... ya... now no more le. A: wat happen? why u find one so big size one? he look like angmo..R: haha... he chinese la..erm...i also dunnoA: his features quite nice, if he slim down will yandao.R: haha... ya... aiya.. i nv see him le..a small small extract from our conversation...hahaz... finally...she will not give me the funny looks...she will not ask me go where play...she will not ask me why i come home alone... lolz... she also commented tat i m the type can talk n talk to everyone de... definitely can get beta guy...lolz...as i talked to her, vivid images flashed thru my mind, it all seemed like a dream, a movie....suddenly, everyting seemed so long ago...seemed so distant...like it nv happened... i guess i'm over it le ba..hahaz..today i also met up with someone to pass him the choco buffet tix...finally! hahaz... =)
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pics!
Marina Picz!
Tea Party picz!
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
interviews!
today met up with mich n sylvia and went for interviews, first interview was at glass house... for a to be open rest called the simple life, its gonna be at wheelock place. the interviewer was a pretty tough woman...haiz...the other day go international plaza de with xy n anna, called up to go for interview tmr..hahaz..2nd interview at andersens's icecream... lolz..the guy was like, u r regina, jonathan's fren? lolz... even b4 i say anyting...lolz... then last was the interview at marina jap rest...i hope to get tis lo... haha..pay not bad, schedule ownself slot, uniform provided, (jap shirt n trousers) and then slipper buy ownself...why not?lolz...the rest looks good also... =) then went to tis place at marina square called victor's.... nice place... =)
met rossana... supposed to go for adam khoo training...but... i dun really wana commit. duno la..haiz...
well, feeling sianz... i wana find job asap...then dun always online le... hahaz... ma chaim real..sianz..my life sucks.
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer |
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them! |
Your Birthdate: October 23 |
With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.
You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.
You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility.
Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion. |
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Monday, May 16, 2005
tea party!
Today tea party as usual... regina makes a grand entrance, by being late along with zhijia, cong ming and tat forgot his name le..haha... wen qiang i tink...hahaz... JASON! not bad siaz. ur singing.. cool!then later mr wong came n tok tok..hahaz.. mr pang came too.. hahaz... good luck to xinying who is gonna start her new job tmr... n anna who is gonna start the training... gambette!!!!tmr i also gonna look ard for job.... hope can get ba... just wana do any job then at least can have some money coming in...hahaz.. then go register 2B.... safety officer seems like too far a dream...haiz... well... good luck for tmr.. everyone working hard...hehe.. i cannot slack le. =)* off to find wat is mine. will i ever get it? *
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
Just some tots
Hmm.. been reading and doing some thinking recently... feel like discussing some stuff here..hehe..
first... on feelings, love and sex...tings tat seem so scared in the past, now seem to be of no significance. Nowadays, it seems like noting..things tat can be easily replaced..haiz..
last sat de straits time ran a special report abt teens opening up and losing their virginity at a young age...with headlines like 18 and she had 19 men, 17 and he's a father..
then tis sunday The New Paper published an article abt teens who r proud of being virgins, kinda agree with wat they say..peer pressure n stuff liddat.. abt fear of pregnancy blah blah blah...
we are constantly looking for the perfect companion, perfect soulmate, perfet lover,perfect relationship...but the ting is, it can nv happen. well, i guess tis is someting tat i need to get deep deep into my head...
every relationship is bound to start with a honeymoon period, arhhh... the sweet sweet love, but when tings get ugly and quarrels, fights happen, and then start to wonder if all tis is worth while..hmmm, dun have much experience myself to speak of, but looking ard me.. i feel tat..sometimes, it might be best to be alone. =) certain tings i tink... best left unsaid..rather than i type here...hahaz.. =D
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Friday, May 13, 2005
bon gout!
Tis afternoon, went out to meet sylvia... then went to eat la mien at this la mien shop at chinatown...not bad..then later went down to her workplace (bon gout) ... not bad a place to chill n relax... food abit too flavorful...haha... abit too salty for my taste la..but anyway, dinner's on tat ger... =) then took bus to PS and walked ard, bought the bittersweet choco which sylvia used to eat..haha..long time nv eat tat le... played ard the escalators at douby ghaunt mrt and took train to alight at amk... shopped at guardian..i finally found my P2 solution! hahaz... bought the cracked heel cream too... officially broke...haiz...job hunting got no results...wellz...beta start looking ard harder...wonder how did xinying interview go and good luck to anna for the upcoming 2 interviews... =) tmr going to judy hse....yest tok to her till 2 am...lolz... the lady here..always will like ma chiam miracle will call/sms/msn when i suddenly need to tok... sometimes... i wonder if she got some special power.... hahaz... =X
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
Messed up life
Love is just a word, until someone receives it or feels it.
The above quote does not seem to work for me...hahaz..dunno how to put it out in words... i need to talk n i need to cry..hahaz..but..i duno wat to say...sometimes i feel very confident, then again, i feel like i'm nothing... lolz.. is this wat they mean by identity disorder..i seem to be having a crisis here.. hahaz..Well, gotta go yishun le.. =) I yearn for someting tat is mine, completely mine... but there will be nothing tat is completely mine..
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
house of wax
mrg did hsework n stuff..hahaz.. then later went to xinying hse in cab... haiz..costed me 5 bucks..hahaz.. the uncle.. took a long turn.. -_- i look like i got the duno how to go face ah.. haiz..then i left my bracelet at her hse... the table.. cos when playing MJ, abit troublesome..haiz...felt weird without it... =(
then went to J8 to catch movie with fren..hmmm.. his words somewat set me thinking... lolz.. dun understand..gers must be protected de mehz...if i'm okie without it, why do i need a guy..lolz.. =X
late le.. go slp le.. =) tmr going job hunting.. lolz.. see how ba... tmr night going yishun to discuss abt vesak day...hehe...
PASSPORT SIZE FOTO! Resume! must be done!!!
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
change of blog song!
I just changed blog song to nicky de ying zi...http://www.boxup.com/gb/music/album/2005/4/album5586.htmhere's a link...hahaz... tis song reali v nice... got another singer recently also got me listening to his songs... shi kang jun...i tink he's singaporean...hahaz... =) http://www.boxup.com/gb/music/album/2005/3/album5407.htmhis voice v nice... hahaz.. if onli got someone like tat sing to me every nite..b4 i slp... hahaz.. =)Marina was nice...hahaz... took some fotos la.. when i get my hands on them will put them up... hehe.. tired le..and darn full... waiting for hair to dry... then i'll go slp...hehe... i edited tis post de time la... hahaz.. dad was up waiting for me to be home...so sweet of him..hehe..lolz.. guess wat he was playing?solitaire...hahaz..okie... hair dried... gonna go slp le... =)
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Monday, May 09, 2005
stupid tagboard!
argh... i cant tag at some blogs...darn tagboard...always showing me tat... kns..
i did some changes to the pics at others n my profile...hahaz..check it out!!!
xinying: where did u buy the set? hehe.. i enjoy playing badminton too... but hor...now old le.. hahaz.. if play sport. dun play mahjong.. i discover mahjong kill alot of brain cell.. =X tired siaz... tis days like v easy tired le..
oopz... wat m i still doing here? hahaz...
tmr mum n sis going jogging... lolz... if i can wake up, shall join them... i tink they most prob will not wake up de... hahaz.. =X
tmr...is yet another day...another day for ppl to ask me.... have u got a job? have u got a boyfriend? lolz...
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
Mother's Day!
Today went down to the home.. hahaz.. had fun there.. with the karaoke lo...then mr yeo brought us to a food centre to eat veg food... nice nice.. its near blk 266 or sth.. hahaz.. i onli noe its opp tis coffee shop...at AMK..hahaz.. i tink bus 269 got go there...Anna: i tink i messed up everyting in hardward zone... sorry... i tink... we got to look for other job le... hahaz... i not gonna help jesse le... have to look after hse... haiz. tell u details when we meet up... now see if jon de andersen's icecream can... hahaz.. suntec ah! esplanade!!!! after tat day.. i finally went back there le.. with anna, hahaz.. i tink i'm okie le... just tat... too long nv go there... i kinda lost my way... but i still nv got the guts to go upstairs the open area there.. but i managed to go waterfront...hahaz...i getting fat le... jialat... double chin coming out le... haiz... siaoz liaoz... must exercise!!!! all exercise kakis ( mich, xy, wilmer, anna, jesse...anyone... when is the next session? lolz..) tue steamboat...hehe..jon got bring camera... so is shoot shoot shoot again.. =) hahaz... got the tea party de invitation le.. smart causual... kaoz... wear wat siaz... lolz.. jeans n tee shirt...hahaz..resume not up yet... omg... to be out by tis week! 15 may 2205 00:00 hahaz.. just now watch the movie, literally translated into my wife not 18... hahaz.. watched the ending la.. funny show.. the ger, like siao siao siaz... sometimes i also like tat la... so cannot say her... =X me go slp le... tired siaz... =D
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
straits times..
Tis mrg got mummy to help me but straits times cos xinying say got alot of job employment..hahaz.. then got a very interesting article...hehe..about teens tis days having pre-marital sex... shld go read abt it.. =)getting very sianz... bored.. in need of cash, clothes, accessories, and A DIET PLAN.. lolz... things to be done: - resume
- job
- improve on cycling skills
- diet
- excercise
- learn someting involving 13 tiles... hahaz..i forgot how to win le..jialat...but i onli learn abt 1 hour?hahaz..
tink tentatively liddat first... hahaz..tired le... later going yishun. going nap first.. =)
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Friday, May 06, 2005
rain...
2nd day of consecutive rain.. 2 days of caught in the rain. first was with kangwei, today with xinying... until just now headache... cos was throughly wet today... somemore is after i showered..after the badminton game at hougang...mich came to look for us for a short period of time b4 going to swim, looks good with the haircut! =)slacked around at xinying's place before going over to ah ma place and then home n yishun... just reached home... another day gone liddat...oh ya, mayb gonna work at andersen's icecream...hehe.. see if jon can help..hahaz.. i wun mind working at suntec lo..hahaz.. also we decide on a marina outing next tue, jon's off day.. hahaz... PEOPLE, IF U R INTERESTED, NEXT TUE AT MARINA BAY CONTROL 6PM... haha.. pls confirm with me k... =)oh ya, just an update.. i posted someting in big red letters in edmw today at xinying place..kinda sick la.. instead of getting ppl who r reali geuniue in getting tixs, i have to entertain funi ppl who do noting but poke fun... kaoz... not fun. haiz... sianz.. see how lo. hope to get complimentary tix worz...hahaz.. ar bo see who wana treat... feel like piggin out.. even though i noe i gotta diet esp after... well, ppl who r with me today will know...hahaz. i'm getting lamer... jialat...
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
heeren and bugis
My blister is officially out... i even cut off all the skin... lolz... now got one big patch of new skin... pains even to walk....haiz..this mrg, met up with kangwei for the cleo shopping...lolz.. ate at NYDC..he's another one with the UOB mini card... hmmm... mayb i shld go get it too le...lolz.. everyone ard me is getting a credit card... haiz... after we shopped at heeren, walked to bugis... now bugis market got tis new cafe... everyting going at half price... not bad a place though... hahaz.. the key word? cheap! not bad la the food.. hahaz.. then there was tis little ger who kept walking to our table and she's a flasher... lolz... keep on pulling up her shirt... n she fell in front of me... was smsing when she fell down, i somewat slam down my fone n helped her up... forgetting tt samsung fone, once slam down means... gone...very long nv hold small kid le.. hahaz..suddenly feel like having a kid...lolz..kangwei took a foto of e kiddo... when i get it from him, will post here... we even asked the mum if can take,hahaz..SHE IS SO SO CUTE... the best ting? she kept coming over to our table...there was catually a little boy who kept following her ard... tink is the son of the ger's mother fren.. haha..2 mothers n 2 kids.. the little boy... like angel to the little ger... reminds me of e song tong hua by guang liang... =D i saw wat someone suggested to buy le...hmmm... tink wat sylvia, xinying and me saw at Junction8 those maternity shops will be a more practical and beta choice ba.. hahaz..we were like aww.... so cute... tis will be useful to a new mum... tis is easier to take off when wan to shower the baby... her 1st kid, mayb not tt experienced, by 2nd or 3rd kid can buy tis type...like 3 darn experience mothers shopping...hahaz.. guys... they will nv noe wat is beta... hahaz...oopz... becoming abit sexist again... =X going down to meet huihui n peepz... she finally finish her exams le.. =) tired... and leg pain... blister....okie...got to go...down to serangoon north.. lolz...
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Results...
Well, RESULTS R OUT... :drum roll:
safety B+
process C
the rest C+
OVERALL GPA: 2.690
Well, at least no D n supp... but my GPA reali drop lo...haiz..
This three years in poly.. have let me learned alot of tings...had my alot of first times in poly..
It seems like yesterday...hahaz.. sound so corny..hahaz.. rmb i went into CPT quite bu gan yuan la.. cos i wanted to b in the same course as judy.. we applied for Ngee ann Business Studies.. both of us got in, but judy went for her current course interview n she got in.. then i shifted house to where i'm currently staying..so mum said to get into NYP.. well.. my L1R4 was 12 then..mum was like saying go into nursing la, NYP also got business... lolz... if i can get into ngee ann business, y on earth will i wan NYP? =X no offense.. so in the end to kinda spite her, I appeal for CPT.. n i got it...lolz... to be a guniea pig...
Being not too enthu abt sch, i reckon i'll just get a fren n tat's it..like wat most poly peepz i noe had..hahaz..just one partner n always disappear from school...during orientation, i was with Chuikeat...hehe...then later from 2 become 6..Mich, sylvia, wilmer, anna,ck n me..
we formed tis ohana family tingy..moved around as a group n had fun..
but nothing is forever rite? later things changed.. but we r all frenz still rite? =)
then came the time for attachment.. got posted to CPTC, got to do some weird project..lolz..got to know my project supervisor.. had some wonderful memomeries there... firefighting, climbing up column..believing i can climb all e way up to the top...which i eventually did.. at the near end of 6 gruelling months of waking up early, going to jurong east interchange n taking the $1.90 bus into CPTC, someone came into my life.. gave me heaven n hell, but still i thank him, for he made me stronger than i believe..
i also got myself a new wife, xinying..hahaz.. nv regretted knowing her.. she was always there..mich, who was with me thru the orderal..giving me the support i needed and e K box session!!! not forgetting sylvia too..who listen to me tok n repeat...lolz.. n wilmer..who chat with me into late nights.. =) cheerios!
then came the specialisation...well, though i din get eric which is like a big big gift! i got into a class where i constantly felt out of place.. the ppl there were all hardworking n smart.... hahaz.. me? slacker n not v smart... however i had a good class rep,ghaff, n anna, jon, jesse, alan were there... to aid me thru the class..
well, its all over le.. school life..and walking into the society life... where politics n back stabbing is everywhere..haiz.. survival of the fittest...
well, have to get my resume done le... hahaz..been saying tat for so so long...yet... not done.. lolz...
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wth....
someone else also go post on hardware zone... kns... snatch my business.... ="( tis is so sickening....
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Monday, May 02, 2005
choc buffet promo & dream fone
Went around promoting the choco buffet in hardware zone..hehez...need pics of the place n watever chocolate they r gonna have..guess pics reali will say a thousand words..have to get the pics n stuff le..haiz..hope can sell on hardwarezone ba..hehe... Thanks mich..hehe...she's helping me in tis too...hehe..http://www.hardwarezone.com/articles/view.php?id=1371&cid=24&pg=1http://www.mitsubishielectric.com.sg/mobile/m900.aspthe review of the fone i saw...nice fone...gona make it my dream fone..hahaz...guess the price shld not be tat high ba..lolz..cos its been out in the market for some time...hehez..features not bad though...oh shit...was too engrossed in the hardware zone..i forgot abt my tv...haiz... off to the telly le...later then go amk see if they have got tis fone...M 900...see how is the price... =X
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
Genting Trip
Update abt the genting trip..27/4/05 WedMrg went to golden mile to catch the bus..was a double deck bus lehz..hahaz..8322..i rmb cos all e aunties placing bets for this no for the 4-D..lolz..reached the hotel at abt 3pm.. i finally found mac de milkshake le! so long nv had tat le...missed it alot lo.. =) had dinner at pizza hut..e trainee there..gave me packets of chili sauce n ketchup when i asked him to pack the pizza which me n shiying cant finish..hahaz...the onli nice ting there was the ice lemon tea, cos its like fresh de..not the seasons de..the soup...was watery lo..the breadstix was kinda oily...the stuff crust..kinda salty...hahaz...the cinema there was showing pacifier n sahara..well..pacifier, watched le..sahara..not interested...hahaz..28/4/05 Thursspend nearly watever i had changed in singapore...changed another S$50..lolz..took fotos of the room using shiying's fone..will put them up later..then the movie showing was XXX 2 the next level n divergence..RM10 for a movie, so watched lo...XXX2 is good la..Divergence, well..mayb cos i expected beta, so the show like not v worth la..haiz..but daniel wu is still as cute n good looking as ever..hehe...29/4/05 Fritook the bus tat was late for like an hour..reached back in singapore abt 11pm..then headed for home..hehe..tired lo...hmmm...tis trip, let me see how a casino can change everyting...really creepy siaz...hahaz..XXX2 is a nice show lo..darn cool la..the start of the show..put someting like a landmine tingy n can drill a hole straight into the security centre lo...the darius stone...ma chaim darn cool...can just get out of prison just like tat..hahaz..rmb some reali interesting dialogue from the show... " As long as there are wheels, we can jack it, the first tank in history to be jacked"like the part where ice cube was on the marine vessel, he was driving tis tank to make the ppl on board destroy their stuff..lol..and the cheese truck tat turned out to be transporting arms...in the end the guy still left the ger..haiz..good show with cool music..and nice garage n cars..okie..tat's abt it all..hahaz..tired le..me go slp liaoz..tmr..at first say wana go wild wild wet...then in the end...dad got to work..so...i guess..most prob i'll b at home le..hahaz..tue got the job training..well..suddenly dun feel like working sales..rather work F&B or factory..but not sales..not in the mood to smile...sianz...feeling bored...well..tmr is another day...just heard abt someting..i will b praying for u guys..it will turn out fine.. =) all e best! i'll stay by ur side!
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