Friday, December 31, 2004
new year's eve...
well..its new year eve...hahaz..brand new year...hafnt really penned down my resolutions....well be doing tt later...was supposed to be at K box..but xinying sick..so the ting was cancealled...guess will be staying home ba..diaoz...
Yesterday went to meet owyong...was supposed to watch kung fu..but too late le..after i settle e housework...so in the end we just went for dinner and walked around esplanade..the place has not changed much since my last visit there(birthday outing with the girls on 24/10/04) but the romance aura not so heavy le.... =)
reached home abt 11 plus...then got sms from jinhai...nearly went for supper with him..so tempted..hahaz..but too tired le...hahaz...but we agreed to meet up for movie or makan..hahaz...wonder how he is le...
then at 00:59 (31/12/04) after exchanging some sms with someone...he called...hahaz...talked for 01:09:16....hahaz.. still wondering if he meant wat he said... some tings i dun mind jokes....but some tings i realli cant afford to joke r play ard...if u r serious, i'm okie...but i still lack tat bit of courage..sorry..i guess i need abit of time..if u r just joking...pls leave me alone...I guess i will b beta off alone...
After leaving there, I spend alot of effort to cool myself down...ur call...kinda aurosed all the emotions....haiz....nv slp much after the call...me very tired...going slp le...nitez bloggie.. =)
* If u meant wat u said, will u wait 4 me?
If i need u, will u really b there?
Will u hold my hand till the end? *
blogged at 2:34 PM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
no sch on new year eve
there's not gonna be school on new year eve!!!yeah!hahaz...must confirm tt day de fun le...relax for one day...then i will be hard working...hahaz...year after year i repeat tis...but...in the end is back to square one....hahaz...when will i change? =)
anyway, today is ah ma bday..later going over to her place 4 makan.. =)
abt sch ah...getting abit lost lahz...as usual...must try to make out time to study...haiz...but like no time siaz...and the tings r now so technical and in general abit lost lahz..but nvm...i will get out of wonderland de...must like the main lead in the movie.she wrote the following when she was sigining the enslavement agreement..
stay happy always....heez... so cute... ah pek class now in lab...he gonna let us watch movie..so me go watch movie le k...hahaz....title of movie: basic operator responsiblities...
i wana watch kung fu hustle and meet the fockers lahz....heez...
blogged at 2:19 PM
Monday, December 27, 2004
100 days with Mr Arrogrant
just watched this vcd tt my sis brought back...100 days with mr arrogrant...nice show..korean movie...storyline goes like tis....
high school not so smart girl happens to kick can n hurt tis guy...then he bang his lexus 430 into the wall..then cos ger got no money to pay...become his slave for 100 days...in the process they fall for each other... then later ger mum found tat ger has been seeing boy when he kissed her at the carpark downstairs...then later boy has to leave ger..cos of big surprise behind...ger becomes sad tt guy has to leave...then later motivated and study to go college/university e guy is in(the girl is not v smart de lahz)..cos the guy wan her to go mahz...in the end...she reali got into it...but the guy ask the principal to remove her name off the acceptance list they put on the notice board...and then he give her her letter of admission at this dark near river side place...then got fireworks and the amusement park lights up....wahz....darn romantic...actually while the ger was studying, the guy was helping her get anticipated questions, ask the fren to help...beg the mum....beg the principal...haiz...so sweet....he was so unwilling to lose her.... =) the ring in the show v nice...hahaz..its a simple band though with engraving...if let someone see..will certainly say i always go for simple tings...simple nice mahz....hahaz...i tink its white gold...hahaz...
remember tat day i was having tis debate with uncle abt rings...cos he saw tis guy with a real artistic ring and was like saying y ppl wear the simple simple ring lahz...actually...my view on the ring is...couple must have one lahz..whether it is to wear on finger or to wear on a necklace..but must guy buy for ger..ger cannnot n should not buy lorz... =)
100 days....hahaz...abt 3 months...how many tings can happen?
haiz....watching tis movie makes me feel so unwanted...haiz...but i guess every girl will have a guy who will be willing to do tings for her de rite?mayb my guy has not appeared? mayb the time is not rite?hahaz...hope tat there willl b such a guy lorz...hahaz...
oh ya...tis year new year eve will be...
8-1pm...class(2 lectures)
2-7pm (k box with xinying n sylvia)
after tt will b meeting judy...hahaz...most prob for a dinner..then go home sleep...unless i pon safety lect...hahaz...cos will b too tired le....dun feel like going to crowded place....at first had wanted to go esplanade...but...i dun wan to see couples everywhere n feel sorry for myself....lolz...well, may all couples and singles have a great time..and march towards a fresh new year.... me? I will try and live beta... i will.... =)
blogged at 11:37 PM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
* End of wk 1*
greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when u need to let go.
this wkend....i finally packed finish the shelves le...so proud of myself..just went to taka jewellery n bought grandma's pressie...walked ard amk central..guess i will b buying some clothes from baleno or hangten...hahaz..i saw some clothes which i wanted to buy...hahaz..
well, am broke now..after all the buying and everyting...no money to go take license again...haiz..pris was telling me tt she can try n get me into working at night safari...hahaz..quite tempted lahz..but mum is still holding onto her stand of no work i guess...i also duno...
Tmr will b the start of week 2 of the new school sem...alot of changes...alot of tings have become permanent...i'm tired..feel like i'm stuck in between...haiz...i also dunno lahz....liddat lorz...4 mths...after tt...i also dunno...mayb wun hear frm me le? hahaz...looking forward to grad...hahaz...
tmr got class at 8 again...haiz...sianz...hafnt done any lab report or the e-learning ting for quek...haiz..sianz..i feel so tired...wondering when then i will switch back to school mode...hahaz...
blogged at 11:47 PM
Friday, December 24, 2004
x'mas eve
today sch till 1pm...x'mas eve...motorola grp going to lighthouse...haiz..me? hahaz..went for dinner with my family...at e food centre..then alot of funny jokes happen...cant put them here..if not will b the butt of the jokes for a very very long time...hahaz...
today fwd x'mas smses...hahaz..he replied sth lame..felt kinda happy...hahaz..guess wat sylvia say is true...haiz..cant forget..haiz..today GMP was boring..so we started scribbling on lecture notes n the table..hahaz...vandal...haiz..
hmmm...feeling sianz....got alot of tings to do tmr....hahaz...mrg must go pass the survey forms back to judy at her dad's shop...then pack the shelves and everyting...mayb bake cookies too?hahaz...okie..i have to go do laundry le...
blogged at 10:47 PM
Thursday, December 23, 2004
another day wasted!
today got no sch...just slacked the day at grandma place..was supposed to like pack e room..but well..noting was done...just slacked...and slept..hahaz..
tmr x'mas eve..well... as long as my cough dun recover i will have no mood for anyting..sianz..still coughing v badly..haiz..
sometimes i hate myself..its like so fun to scream at me mehz? i dun understand..my own siblings...wth..haiz..dunno lahz..mayb to them i'm noting..i guess no one has ever tot tat i was impt b4..i'm just so noting to anyone n every1..
tmr class till 1pm..cos its x'mas eve..after tt going over to judy place..hahaz....2 ladies without guys...hahaz..why must they make x'mas like u have to spend it with someone of the opposite gender?haiz..i guess me n char bo can spend alot of years of bday n xmas together..mayb i will b left alone soon...haiz..
i dunno how i'm gonna get used to the modules n everyting...everyting seems so tough n i cant seem to get anyting rite...haiz..dunno lahz..just dun let me repeat can le...haiz..one step at a time i guess...i miss the ppl and times i had in jurong island...dunno when then will have gathering...haiz..wonder how is everyone now...
i also wana be like them..always smiling and b happy...but..i dunno if i can...
well...tmr class start at 8...got to go slp le..haiz..
I HATE SCHOOL!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!!
WHY AM I EVEN HERE?!?
TAKE ME AWAY!!!
blogged at 11:54 PM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
3rd day at sch
well...was late again as normal..hahaz..walked into sunil class and said sorry...lolz..he still rmb my name..just like quek..hahaz..mayb i reali do leave a impression on the lecturers afterall..with my lateness.. -_-
today sch till 6..then tmr no sch..later go home try to ciong all the hsework..then tmr can sleep till shuang! still sick lorz..haiz..the vomitting is back again..wth..tis bloody sickness..till now i still not cured..mum says its due to lack of sleep..haiz..duno lahz..tmr no sch shld i go out? hmmm...well, see how lorz...
okie...gtg..i'm lost in the e-tutorial le..beta pay attention to the mr tan kian hock...hahaz.. =)
take care ppl...
blogged at 2:10 PM
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
fight till e end?
well, just now went to causeway point collected my sis fone...tok to the service centre lady who served me..hahaz..till she realised tt she was supposed to serve others too..hahaz..haiz..which reminds me i can relate so well to a complete stranger but to ppl who i noe..sometimes they seem so far..yet so near..like i understand them..yet i dun..
well...left 4 mths le..i guess i just wanna get thru it ba..haiz...y now tings become liddat..haiz..i noe i have to b strong..i simply have to..i dun wan to always rely on ppl le..dun wana blur blur de le..like idiot liddat..there r alot of changes to the timetable..so messy..haiz..i dun even noe whether tmr got class anot..so luan...feeling confused...
the stupid samsung fone...batt life so short..cant even last me for a day..then since now causeway also got a samsung service centre, i asked e guy and u noe wat his ans was? tis fone dun have the batt yet..must wait..for 2-3 weeks...then i ask abt the trade -in value of e fone..120 bucks... :omg: haiz...well...tis fone..other than outside nice..got noting le..haiz...well...nokia 6510..u r da best..hahaz...haiz..i have nv been good with changes..i guess i mayb just need a longer time to get use to e fone ba..haiz..
tmr is another day in school...sianz..no mood to do any lab reports..haiz..tis sem dun tink can copy le lahz..i also dun wish to do so...haiz..well..onli 2 days in sch n i have got 2 lab reports 2 b done..and guess wat..thurs no school...but i guess tt day will have to b used to do hsework n pack tings...haiz..sianz...
my life like getting more n more boring...sianz..
blogged at 11:13 PM
1st n 2nd day of sch
yest was first day at sch..well..to conclude everyting is tt it sucks..i was late for the first class..then my reputation as the thick final year project report like quite alot of ppl noe..kns..haiz...still feeling sick..then later went to meet tina and judy..at city hall..tina got me a pouch..so sweet..and even got me medicine for my cough n flu..also paid for me, judy n her dinner...hahaz...
today the 2nd day was worse..I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO DIN NOE TT THERE WAS NO CLASS IN THE MRG..THE ONLI IDIOT WHO RUSH TO SCH..WTH..no one informed me..i feel so extra..so sianz...so in the end i went to causeway point hoping to collect michelle's hp...in the end..wth..it was not ready..but i bought a pouch for my hp..and had lunch there..alone..sianz..i felt like crying...warning to evey1..dun hang ard in toilet for too long..will let u have suicidal tots..haiz..
got 2 blisters at my feet..haiz..dun care..later wearing slipper to lab..if there is lahz..later must help judy get ppl to fill up her survey form...diaoz...dunno how she is doing with her project...seems chim...well..she will manage i guess.. =) have faith in her...
my home is now in spring cleaning mood..haiz..and i hafnt packed my stuff..sianz..tis weekend most prob will b used to pack up the stuff lorz...at least i packed the wardrobe le..shelves and the table and the box hafnt pack though...its tougher now, with both mum n dad working....guess will have to help out with the hsework more...at least now joshua still on holiday..but wat will happen when he also start school?haiz...dun wana even tink abt it manz...
i got so much to get off my chest..who can lend me ears and a shoulder for me to cry on..haiz..got to go for lect le..life sucks...
blogged at 1:30 PM
Sunday, December 19, 2004
tmr sch reopen...
sianz...very tired and sick...i cant seem to be cured of the fever cough n flu..haiz...my last day of work at motorola was thursday 16/12/2004...missed the ppl there...sianz..
tmr is the first day of sch...and i dun even noe if i can wake up on time..haiz..sianz..i feel very tired...with such a packed timetable, may i will take 2B after i finish my studies...anyway i tink it ends in april...so register around there lorz...hahaz..hope to get it b4 my 20 bday... =)
room hafnt packed...i feel like throwing away everyting...sianz..mayb having noting then dun need to pack le..hahaz...
i feel so fustrated...so torn..so lost..a part of me wan to be more religious as before..part of me wan to get away from it all..i dunno wat i wan le...sianz...
i have bought tina's x'mas gift le..its a secret..hahaz...still short of judy de x'mas gift...
well..have calculated the amt tt i have earned tis holiday...and the amt i spend...looks like i work for noting...cos they not onli balance out, they even eat into my private savings..wth..haiz...
Few days ago he sms wat i doing..after i replied...noting came back..well...cant b bothered..haiz..wat can i do?i dunno...sianz..just liddat i guess..mayb my love life is supposed to b empty..hahaz..guys either see me as someone to disturb or a brother...hahaz...cant b blamed wat....i so boy boy..hahaz..
tmr must go pay hp bill...getting more n more ex..must cut down on my usage...esp on call..haiz...anyway i guess its time to pen down new year resolutions le...
i bought
new fone today le..heez...no camera lahz..
samsung 460...its very simple design...like me lorz...hahaz...everyting also plain n simple..hahaz..in short BORING!!!! must go buy the pouch or someting..if not will kena scratch until like duno wat...hahaz..i still not very comfortable with samsung..but will learn how to lahz..hahaz..
well...may tmr be a brand new start and good start to everyting...buddha bless...
blogged at 10:15 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
late for work
14/12/04 tuesday
well...i was late for work today....so no shift allowance n deduct half an hr of pay...well...wth lahz..rush there...got noting to do siaz....stupid de...then later we did manual n pack V3,v980...reminds me of him..haiz...after work went to khatib there to eat lorz..me, raymond,terrence and alice...b4 tis, was joking with raymond abt him buying me lollipop as farewell gift.....cos today i gave notice le...last day will be 16/12/04...well, got alot of tings to do...alot of tings to pack n get ready...haiz..was still planning to earn an additional of 178 bucks if i were to work till 19 instead...then raymond realli went into ABC supermarket and bought me chocolate...hahaz...merci worz...as early x'mas gift also...cos on my last day, he's not working...hahaz...go play mahjong...haiz..
well, its like 3.30am on a wednesday mrg...i'm waiting for my hair to dry completely and also tinking over some stuff...judy coming over to my place at 10...which is like 6 hours away...hahaz...dunno i will wake up anot...hahaz...
now feeling darn vexed...duno next year how...haiz...duno who is in the same class as me...i dun tink i can socialise well..not like wat someone said to me..put a quiet person next to me i also can make him/her tok...haiz...i'm feeling scared...scared of being alone...haiz..guess i will have to get used to being alone...sylvia says for bio pharma tat group got 2 tutorial class...mine also got 2...her grp onli 1...haiz...jialat...me go slp le lahz...haiz...
blogged at 3:57 AM
Monday, December 13, 2004
stuck
yest just throw away the bed matteress pillow...everyting...cos got bed bug..kns..feeding on my legs...now darn ugly..all teh big bite marks..and the scars...haiz...may they all vanish...everyting start new...
another big headache: shld i still cont working?haiz..i hope to b able to b independent..shld i cont to work even on weekends?haiz..then i will b totally cut off from yishun and life i tink...hahaz..later go work must tell the agent tt i work till tis week nia..auntie just got a call from the agent say today she dun need to go work..haiz..
i feel like i'm losing contact with everyting..haiz..seems like i'm not myself...haiz..who m i?haiz..
if i were to work till 19/12 my last day..then..first day of sch(20/12) is at 8am..its a lab i tink...duno will late anot siaz...like not alot of ppl i noe de is taking the same electives as me..does taking the same elective mean tt u r in the same class for the lecture n tutorial n lab? if so..who is gona do lab with me?haiz.......
got to go work le..sianz..but nvm..i will jiayou n work till the end..so when open sch i can take the breather...but with a timetable like..
mon- 8am-6pm (1205 - 1255 --> onli break in tt day)
tue- 10am-6pm (1300-1350--> onli break in tt day)
wed- 9am-2pm (1110-1200 --> onli break in tt day)
thurs- 9am-6pm (1300-1350--> onli break in tt day)
fri- 8am-6pm (1110-1100, 1300-1350--> 2 breaks )
stress huh?how to go take my bike?haiz....jialat...
anyway, i till now also not sure who is taking the same modules as me or same class as me...sianz..
hope xinying can reali change class ba..wish her all the best! jiayou!
samuel say tt my combi v xiong...2 process lehz..then pharma process very diff..well..i also duno le...i tink should b thankful tt i dun need to see eric siew..hahaz...but got alot of names in my timetable...tt nv see b4 de...haiz...
when go buy notes ah...haiz..or sch reopen then buy? or find a day b4 go work buy?i dun tink i'm ready for sch siaz...hafnt rested..i'm tired..both physically n mentally..i duno why..but i dun wish to tink abt alot of tings...tink i'm losing my stand..my religion..my faith..myself..haiz..i need to tok..but who is willing to listen..even if someone is willing to listen..i also duno where to start..haiz..
sometimes i duno who i m...the ger who keeps laughing or the one who is crying...i feel so torn..haiz...i duno which 1 is then the real me...haiz...
it seems like time to write new year resolutions le...tis time i must stick to it...jiayou!
blogged at 2:18 PM
Thursday, December 09, 2004
my modules..
well, i noe my modules le...well..got the pharma process,petrochem process and GMP..cool combi huh?i tink its likes the best combi lahz..hahaz..heard tat mr wong kena transfer to CPTC le..sianz...who's gonna teach GMP then?got a feeling the lecturers r not gonna give us an easy time..
now at a loss on work until when..agent said just give him early notice..can even work till the 19..the day b4 i go to sch...hahaz...well..if i can work till b4 sch reopen..shld i still go find another job during sch?haiz..
i suddenly m afraid of going back to sch...my body clock now is slp late n wake up late..haiz..
duno lehz...erm..someting to confess..i tink mayb i like someone else..or is he just to let me forget him?i dunno...but i guess its not possible de lorz...hahaz...or is i no confidence again?haiz..i duno lahz..
guess tis year x'mas will b with judy again?hahaz..rmb tat day when we went out, was still saying tat if tis yr we stil cant get a guy...we will spend it together..hahaz...
well...going do hse work n then go work le...sianz....haiz...
blogged at 11:21 AM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
lucky me!
hahaz..yest was the first day i got back to work after not working for the weekend...yest kena see QA..tot was gonna get fired...in the end the guys helped out..hahaz..weijie also wan go get 2B..hahaz..finally can get someone to go register with me le...later must ask him wan go register together mahz..hahaz..they wednesday not working..going china black..terrence was still disturbing auntie say go ciong also...then i say i guai le..dun drink anymore...well..china's the onli place with a non alcoholic..if i nv rmb wrongly..yest was quite fun lahz...we did teardown onli...stick imei and did reprint..hahaz...now at my grandma place eating lunch..well, gonna work till 15 or 16 dec..i guess..mayb i shld also work during sch time also...so can get bike once i get my license...hahaz..well..timetable still not out yet..shld i take terrence suggestion n go work bossini?haiz..duno lahz...lost...duno wat to do...
wondering how he is now...no news of him le..haiz...
blogged at 1:16 PM
Sunday, December 05, 2004
another weekend gone
well, noting happened tis weekend i gues...sat nite went back to last time old hse outside there tis new prata shop to eat...had a very good chat abt bikes n the past with mum n dad n some of my relatives...one of my aunt still insisted tt i go for class 3 instead of 2...one of my uncle was saying i suitable for sportsbike..cos of my "rugged" pattern...lolz..i was nv feminine mahz...dad was saying he wan go get kup kia!!!!!!!!!omg!!!or mayb gilera runner..then mod with racing parts..can sense tt he still likes racing...hahaz...guess its in the blood huhz..hahaz..must go perfect my bicycle skills....then can ciong bike...the food is darn good siaz...must get kangwei to eat there...since he stay nearby onli...hahaz...in the end nv meet jemie...diaoz...too busy..hahaz..
Shifted the bed back to the old position just now...but now it seems like kinda funny...as if new arrangement liddat...well...i duno lahz...i'm troublesome i guess...always cannot satisfiy me de..hahaz..hafnt finish with the packing of the room...must find a day to go down to ikea...i must try to change the room siaz....haiz..
just went to meet tina...cos mum wans a new pair of glasses...tt lady ah...charge so cheap when tell her is i paying...lolz....i owe her a treat too...where shld i bring her?haiz...i need ideas...haiz..
just bought white school shoes..e type we wear in pri n sec sch..hahaz...gonna change the shoelaces n then wear it...hahaz...suddenly had the idea when i was buying shoes for mum...hahaz... =) mum was saying no pillion rider with me...unless she say can...lolz...sure siaz...mummy, u r gonna c just one helmet...which belongs to ur ger... =) no worries
well..tmr gonna go back work le...duno whether got ppl miss me mahz...hahaz.. *bhb* but i sure do miss the ppl there...i miss auntie alot...miss her jokes n sweets...
blogged at 11:39 PM
Saturday, December 04, 2004
jinx? or cursed?
yest was a boring day...well, auntie nv go work mahz..no one to crap with me..then jenny is back..makes it worse..the worst ting? i left my maltesers on the table then she saw...and terrence said it was his..haiz...later his mum also came to nag him...very stunned tt he said is his lorz..feel so bad..suddenly din feel like he is a xiao didi..hahaz..
then later we went to the back cos he gonna show me how to do the reprint..then i kena scolding by jenny...haiz... "xiao jie, ni bu shi zuo packing de lor..qu hou mian zuo she me"
i guess we all miss auntie lorz...no one to offer us sweet or joke with us...in the end the line v quiet siaz...terrence n wenqing is in front..i'm all the way at the back...well..me not working tis weekend..sianz...but auntie also not working mahz...terrence say he will b working till sch reopen, wen qing..well..he seems like he dun wan to work le..haiz...me lehz? i duno le...mayb like wat terrence n edward say lorz...ciong all the way...i mayb not working during term time...concentrate on studies n getting my 2B license?
terrence also suggested doing weekend packer...diaoz...hahaz...shall see lorz...me where got possible do weekend packer de...wat's gonna happen to yishun sessions?been missing them pretty badly since i started on tis job...
we were looking at the catalouge of the motorola fones...when terrence was saying tat motorola employees can get the fone at a very cheap price...i was looking for V3...V3 at onli $888...without line...why am i concerned abt V3?hahaz..well...missing him still...haiz...useless me....haiz..
*why do i still miss u?*
*when can i let u go?*
blogged at 4:48 PM
Friday, December 03, 2004
itch itch
well...running late for work, so tis is gonna b a short one..heez..yest nv go work instead i went to meet up with judy...but boy was i late..was to meet ard mrg..in the end? meet her onli at 3pm...walked ard far east....got the green top which i tried the other day..and saw the almost exact same top in this fashion selling for 5 bucks...well..the material seems different....wth...paid like 14.90 for e stupid green top...in the end, bought another blue top at this fashion..and a bag at the newly opened zinc..well..hafnt get pay yet lorz...sianz...i'm broke..diaoz..
huiyi sms me yest...well, good for her tat she has found a job..
xinying is back le..hahaz..cant wait to meet up with her.. =)
seems like my room not v clean...having some bugs biting me... *itch* *itch* anyone got any idea on wat to do....haiz...they r like biting me everyday...haiz...cant sleep at nite..ever since they shifted the bed..
not working tis wekend i guess..losing tat near 150 bucks i guess...well..mum wans to meet tina, she most prob gonna meet sun late afternoon...me haf not been going to yishun for quite some time...seems to be losing touch with everyting...guess tis week...must make it a point to go n pray ba..sat meeting jemie to pass him vcds..well..hafnt got an idea wat to pass him also...everyting seems to b in a mess..haiz...
this weekend is to clean room n pack room..ensure everyting is to b set properly..gotto straighten my life..if not..how do i cont with this long torturous walk?haiz..
blogged at 1:39 PM
Thursday, December 02, 2004
fun fun fun!!!
1 dec 2004 (wednesday)
had a fun day at work today....hahaz..finally i'm back in the line 1 n today got tis ger called zoe from logo who came over...had a lot of fun talking to her...hahaz..today dunno wat came over me...was laughing the whole day...just laughing n laughing..today super high siaz....auntie today also like cant tahan me...hahaz...i got a very big kick in repeating n repeating the ting abt me not working on 2/12/04..cos i going out with my dear fren, judy...hahaz...yeah...nv had rest for a long time le...realli had fun today...actually the guys in line 1 also not so bad lahz...hahaz..can tok lorz...heez..had my try at overpack today..courtesy of terence..hahaz..the 2 nyp guys (edward n weijie) plan to work the 1st week even after sch reopen..hahaz...hmmm...i tink i will wan my break lorz...hahaz...the thursday(16/12/04) b4 sch reopen on 20 dec will be my last day i guess...friday meeting wilmer mahz...hahaz...ling zhi veg rest..hahaz..
mum say tis sunday wana go look for tina...well...so most prob will work onli on friday n sat lorz...hahaz..they changing shift le...haiz...sianz...dun tink can play like now liaoz....hahaz..well..enjoy it while it lasts lorz...well...me beta go slp le...heez...tmr have to settle all the housework n then go to serangoon north to meet judy..hahaz...yeah...looking forward to tmr's date...hahaz...gonna get tat top i tried the other day at level one...hahaz...if it is still ard...hahaz...see fate le lorz...hahaz...
blogged at 1:40 AM
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
lost..confused...
Well, ppl who cant see the last post, pls change ur encoding to simplified chinese(HZ)..then can see le..heez..
I look like 17 years old mehz...wa laoz...haiz..ya..i m happy tt i look young la..but..hahaz..i stepping into 20 le worz...hahaz...
yest had a feel of V3..well..the fone tat someone liked...other than being flat, got noting beta le...laggy fone also...how come i can get to touch le?heez...cos of meiying's son lorz...18 yr old..clementi ITE..cute guy..funny n friendly..looks like he's got an attitude prob when he's silent..but when he toks...haiz..true colors reveal...hahaz..
feeling sianz...dun have any happy happy mood lehz..sianz..sianz..sianz...tink i'm becoming anti-social...dun feel like talking..hahaz..dun feel like smiling...just feel sianz...with everyting..guess i'm just feeling confused..and lost..i need a light, i need directions...who can provide me with light, with directions,with hope?haiz...
blogged at 10:28 AM
