Wednesday, April 06, 2005
sick n tired
I'm just so sick n tired of everyting..really m..wondered if anyone has ever had the feeling tat noting is going ur way and everyting is going against u?
I wonder why my life is like tis now...a whole lot of mess..in e past, i will not b bothered whether or not i have someone with me...now...i look around me..i feel so alone...no matter how many ppl r ard me..or i'm just by myself..i simply feel alone and tired...dun really have the wish to smile n tok n crap..to entertain..if i were to be the real me, i guess i will probably always be pulling a long face and frowning ba..19 years of life n i'm sick..how to cont my life...jialat...
Looking at everyone ard me, uni applications having replies, resumes done up n sent out, having great plans for the future....whereas for me? i dun even noe wat i wan...will i even get employed...if got no job how? no savings...noting...
Was watching the hai tun wan lian ren just now..so sweet siaz..dada..
AIC paper...hope i dun flunk..i tink safety paper can pass, but will not do well..
Its exam period yet..i'm slacking n watching tv....not studying..duno la..i guess..i'm just gambling a fact tat they will wan to send out all of the first batch to the industry ba..so they will not fail anyone...i'm trying to see if i can have tat stroke of good luck..hahaz..
Well, just grumbling abit...going crazy le...the world is an unfair place..mockery, gossips, politics exist everywhere... puiz.. where can i find peace? haiz..
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