Thursday, February 10, 2005
2nd day of CNY
well..onli slept abit last nite..guess i was too tired from yishun n everyting..but my brain is like still hyperactive...thinking over everyting n anyting..haiz..watever..
judy's having fun on st john island..hehz...mayb next time new year i will also get out of main island singapore...hahaz..chuikeat went back to msia le for her new year..so happy for her..well..hoping to c the fotos she bring back..her cousin cute cute de..hahaz..
i found tis CD tat dad brought back..its BEYOND de..upon listening..then i discovered tt..alot of songs tt i have listen to b4 when i was in secondary sch..n i nv tot it is by them....hahaz..suddenly i feel tat..they r like so cool...hahaz...
the clothes i bought for new year...wth..tat time when i went to northpoint with anna n bought de..they r like loose..wth..dunno to b happy or sad...lolz..
tmr going to k box...hehez..plan to ciong jay chou songs..since every1 is like so into him at yishun...hahaz..i rmb u sang shi jie mo ri to me at lucky plaza..hahaz..now its seems to me..my mo ri worse than yours..do u even feel pain..i doubt so..
feel like going for
steamboat at marina...they say shld go for the zhen fa huo hai xian de..hahaz..as long as no beef or pork i okie le...hahaz..cant b bothered...hahaz..
i will b strong..i will survive..i will not play the game of love anymore..cos..i really m not up to it..i cant afford to go thru hell..well..noting is fair..but y is it tis unfair...
no mood to even pack my notes...tings r everywhere....wonder if i really can survive school...lolz..jialat..dad just went off to work...sudden call..haiz..well..at least mum decided not to go to her many cousins and aunties place...dad erm...guess we r on our own..hahaz..well..guess i next year de new year after help out at yishun...i'm free le..hahaz..
wtf la..i going slp le..hahaz..if i can manage to sleep..hahaz..let me noe..how to forget everyting n move on..how to b strong..how not to b weak..how to be like wat u say...have or dun have..life goes on...
just did a tarot reading...hahaz..so long nv do le..hahaz..the results as follows...
how you feel about yourself now (The Moon)
You feel confused, vulnerable and full of doubts, however, all is not as it seems. Feel the fear and do it anyway, because all will turn out well. Expect the new and unexpected into your life. Your turbulent emotions are muddying the waters so step back and try to find clarity of mind, although this may seem difficult. Things may seem tough or confusing but stick with it, it's right for you. The Moon is a good omen if you are in a clandestine affair.
what you most want at this moment (The Fool)
The cards suggest teary, that what you most want at this time is just to be happy, and you are searching for the one thing that will bring happiness. You want a new start but feel unsure of what you want or where you want to go. Romantically you have mixed feelings regarding another - part of you wants to enter the relationship wholeheartedly, part of you wants to hold back. So if you are in a relationship that empowers you, stay, if not it is time to move on.
your fears (The Chariot)
The word failure isn’t in your vocabulary. You are worried things are more of a struggle than you expected, with more delays and frustrations. Things aren’t going to plan at all, just chill out, calm that mind of yours and you’ll find the strength to battle on until you succeed. This is a period of movement and change and conflicts ending in victory.
what is going for you (Justice)
There is a karmic power to the Justice card, reward for the good deeds you have done in the past. This is a period of good luck even if you don’t know why you are being so favoured. You will approach any issues concerning relationships or business affairs with calm, balanced logic and any claim will go in your favour.
what is going against you (The High Priestess)
Insecurity is a devil that taunts us but only if we listen to that ‘doubting Thomas’ we all have in our heads. Ignore it. What do your instincts tell you? Perhaps you don’t like what they say? Well you could always go against your instincts, but we all know what that leads to don’t we!
outcome (The Lovers)
Love is coming into your life even if you really can’t see where from at this time. If you are on your own a new lover will soon enter your life. If you are in an unhappy relationship you have a choice to make - go with your heart, take the risk, greater happiness is ahead of you.
i had enuff of love...hahaz...even though it is a darn short one...lolz...din noe tat..i was so incapable...haiz..siblings wan the com n i wana hide...off to the room i will b..hahaz..
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[[Me, Myself and I]]
known as ReGiNa or teary
23101985
quiet or noisy/naggy
Crapper
Mood Swinger
Slacker
Lazy
Tai tai wannabe
Luvs white, blue, black ,green
Luvs Choco,chilli,Grandma's cooking,Cakes
Luvs to Daydream
Luvs Hanging out at Cafes / Good food
Luvs listening to songs
Luvs going for movies
Luvs her family, frenz
Luvs tulips
Luvs the telly & com
Hates to fail
Hates being scared
Hates watching horror movies
Hates being told i'm cute ~>.<~