Saturday, January 29, 2005
just an update...hahaz..
hmmm..couple of days nv blog le..hahaz... shall keep it brief..i will try..lolz..
27/1/05 Thursday
Went to the temple at sommerset with mum..(mum's now on leave cos she going for an op) then went to PS to meet ken.. watched brother.. discover tat someone din noe carrefour got 2 levels..din noe where delifrance was..or did he did it on purpose?hahaz..and he dunno how to stand on escalator..then me, mich, ken, jemie proceeded to cine to get mich bag from her fren.. then later went over the lucky plaza while the boys played pool, we chatted..hahaz..jemie was like high on drugs..lolz...saw tarmizi at wisma..he cut his hair le..hmm..i tink he looked beta last time..
had blisters due to the new heels..lolz..pain sia.. they went off to meet their frenz while me n mich went back home..when i reached home..tot can rest le..in the end...pei mum go pris place..hahaz..
28/1/05 Friday
blister pain..lolz.. was late for class..haiz..then later we were all tokking abt yest lorz.... well.. liddat la..lolz..told owyong abt ken..yupz..he was stunned n all..but..oh well...pharma test got postfoned to friday.. but monday process test still on la..after the process test will b going down to KK hospital to meet mum after her op.. yupz..not going for chris class le..well..monday got tell chris..hahaz..chris is a nice guy, he will noe de.. =) saw how my class ciong for the process test la..kinda scared..tokked to boy boy over the fone..in the end kena scolding from mum n dad..watever la..sianz..then i went straight to sleep instead of studying..sometimes i wonder if i can really manage all the elements in my life..well..take tings one step at a time lorz..adam came tokking to me on msn yest..hahaz..promised to ask him out along the next time..lolz..
29/1/05 saturday
today...sianz..mum made us clean the house..well..sianz...the dust made my cough worse..boyboy just called during his break time..haiz..tmr going for the NTU tok i guess..just go there look see look see..must admit i'm tempted to further my studies..but...money is a big factor la...and also..whether i can study anot..i dun like to study de lorz..i feel like i'm not like the past le..haiz..not like when i was still tis boyboy with the determination of steel...the stubbornness streak may still b in me la..but..tink i have weaken and soften alot over time..haiz..degree..is it reali impt???
Mum was telling me not to play if i'm not serious..dun hurt ppl..which set me tinking..m i ready? hahaz..abit too late to tink abt tis horz? lolz.. just read tis article abt stress of a mother.. its says tat as her children get older n r like not as home often, she will start to feel like as if she is not as needed as before, shewill have to find their self worth if not will feel like a victim..tis is called the
empty nest syndrome... haiz...mayb i really have neglected mum le... in the past, i will b like smsing her even in class..updating her of everyting tat happened..then later when she went to work, i went to work, michelle became closer to her..i felt the bridge between me n her lengthen..however at the same time, i feel happy tat michelle is now closer to mum n more maturer..
but seriously...i feel stretched..mayb its cos its the last year n everyting...feel like i've got so many commitments...family, frenz,sch, yishun,him...i'm still trying my best to get use to everyting..but i guess i need time ba..haiz..i also dunno how le..watever la..i have lived the past 19 yrs taking tings as they come n i will now.. =)
mich was telling me the other day to let my mum noe as if any hiccups were to occur, she will b a v good support..well..i have to agree la..but i feel tt she's even more stressed up than me..well..i dunno la..mayb tis is life...hahaz..
saw mum's cousin (one of my distant uncles, who's just back from italy, he's a cook) he was telling me some stuff la..abt enjoying watever is in front of u..he used the recent tsunami as an example...well..its quite true la..so...ppl..
CAN HAPPY JIU HAPPY BA.. lolz..have to go back to doing my stuff le.. cleaning the hse..hahaz..my life..serious sucks... who understands? lolz..not even myself understand...
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