Thursday, October 28, 2004
to every1 out there...
some stuff for every1....dunno if u guys will read it lahz...but..well... guess just typing it out here also will let me feel beta....any1 who sees me now will get a big shock.... have lost 3kg, then slept less than 5 hrs for the past 3 days...from someone who sleeps like a pig into.... 5 hours for 3 days....haiz....
MiCh: just read wat u wrote on ur blog... i duno wat u found out... but if u wan to let me know, i'm always ready to lend a listening ear...okie, now to the msg tat u left for me...
well, i'm just feeling lousy now... will get over it de..no worries...remember i'm the walking joke.. the one who brings the fun n laughter...heez..no worries abt the birthday ting.... u have brought me alot of happiness with the card signed by group 3...by hanging with me on 24 10 2004 with the changing room tingy..hahaz...really..dun feel bad or sad or sorry... u dun have to be...i guess hiding and running away is the onli ting i can do for the time being...er...on me being upset with lots of stuff...oh well...tings seem to be going abit too rough for me now...but it will eventually get beta, i silently pray and hope so...
guess if it's meant to be it is... if its not, there is noting i can do rite? i'm just letting tings take its own course... i kinda agree with my fren.. its time for a break...see if he has any responses...well, which i doubt he will...mayb he's just saving me the embaressment of telling me he dun like me in my face...mayb my actions let him tink the one i like is e other one...when the other one is just a guy who can click well with me....a xiao didi...omg...but i'm also darn stubborn...may i need to hear it from him...mayb after hearing it from him, i still will hold on and press on...i dunno...am very vex now...haiz...
watever it is, u have brought alot of fun n laughter during the times tat we have spent in cptc...
XiNyInG: hey ger! it has been great getting to know u and everyting tat u have done with us...
dun worry so much okie...matters of the heart is are was were never easy... take it from one who is looking like a panda and suddenly dun need food n sleep.......
jia you...for ur sats n driving okie... thanks for being with me on tat day...hope i din give u a big scare...and also always going with me so bhb go ask them to take photos..hahaz..
it has been fun hanging out with you...we can till hang out when sch reopens ya? take care and all the best....
cHuIkEaT: erm...had wanted to apologise, tat day i reali is just want to slp de...but then in the end become tap open...haiz... sorry for wetting u...and thanks for being there....abt tat question tat u asked me in the shelter, i still dun have an ansswer....
wiLmEr: well, thanks for being encouraging and telling me stuff to cheer me up or to hong me...thanks alot...thanks for ur gift also...
huIyI: haiz... dun tell u u nearly guess wrong...hahaz... anyway, had somewat some fun when u were keen on noeing who it was...hahaz...
aNNa: u offered me a different view when i showed u the 3 photos... the spot the difference....hahaz...take care and all the best!
TrAiNeRs in CPTC : Thanks for all the encouragement on the last day...currently still stuck at a cross road...well...haiz...
oh ya.... yesterday saw adam, yinzhen, jemie, sykin at raffles city....then later went to meet yongjun to pass him his n ken cd...since i already pass adam n yinzhen one to them at raffles city...heez...tat xiao didi..dun wan to call me jie jie...well, he has to......hahaz...
i had beta force myself to sleep le... tomolo got some free health check up and it picked me n mum....9.30 at amk polyclinic...another after work go out...at tis rate, i will collapse....but i dun tink he will even be bothered.....haiz...
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