Friday, May 07, 2004
some time since i last blog..been busy with exams... haiz... done 2 papers... left one--> bioprocess applications.. give u a run down of wat happen..
maths paper--> the bloody first paper, haiz.. i tink i can get ready for supp.. when i step into the exam hall, quek come n disturb me, give me tat type of cannot make it looks... in the end is really cannot make it... haiz... my paper like empty siaz... shit.. haiz... warning already given... i just passed common test.. must strive like shit for the exam... but... now.. this! KAOZ!SHITTY MATHS!THEY SAY YONG WAS LIKE HELPING EVERYONE.. BUT I DIN ASK HIM.. COS.. I WAS AFRAID TAT HE WILL MESS ME UP MORE.. HOW... DIE LIAOZ LE!haiz... shouldn't have kept on saying i will hand in empty paper for maths... now is like as good as empty....
next paper was fluid... i took it yesterday..another YUCKS one... how the heck will i noe wat is cut size? wat is shear stress... guess wat was my ans: cut size of a cyclone is the diameter of the particles in the cyclone... ppl laugh... laugh laugh... now for the next one... shear stress is how much the thing can stretch over an area.. *laugh* *laugh* last question, tat 20 marks gone! then tat stupid car question... really shit... and that pressure difference... i yesterday still made chris call me back when he was at home... in the end come out... but i dunno how to do... he was like hovering ard me to see if i got difficulty to do the questions...i feel so bad....guess wat? before i went in he still wish me good luck.. feeling absolutely bad when i left the hall.. somemore when collect the paper he n the other lecturer was like wan to collect my paper..(i was sitting at the last seat in tat row) in the end is the other lecturer take my paper...
then was supposed to go for the briefing... going from yck to cptc is so ex... haiz... guess must really take out my savings liaoz.. already not much $ left, still must do tat, then michelle(my sister) going poly this july also...haiz... everyting also need $.. let me faster graduate ba... i need a job asap.. first day go cptc is at 8 am... diaoz... from jurong east to cptc is an estimated 45 min... then i from yck to juring east is another 45-50 min..die liaoz...2 hr on tpt...
my nyp supervisor is goh...haiz.. was hoping for someone else, i wun mind wong,sunil,quek,chris... >_< my cptc supervisor is ????? i will let u noe ba... all of us like seperated... haiz... sylvia n michelle doing the proj in sch, wilmer going exxonmobil,me n cuijie doing proj at cptc, anna is doing the training first....
clarence is also doing the training for 6 wk... hanwen will b coming in after clarence... cos tp coming in after sp... hope to see them... i tink i will lorz.. i will b there for like 12 weeks... 6+6= 12 hahaz...
hmm... been thinking on wat someone said to me... why so no confidence? hmm, i also nv reali discover tat myself.. guess it has been like tat sincce i left xinmin..but seriously i tink when u r alwasy seen as the funny one, the butt of jokes, there is noting tat can b said ritez? i sometimes dun understand, wat is there good to zi xiao me? fun mehz? once, someone told me is bcoz my rection v funny.. diaoz... haiya.. but i also get some fun in it lorz.. so okie lahz.. hahaz.. but seriously nv see myself as someone who is able...mayb i reali lacking in confidence ba...
yesterday was like barking at everyone at home, dunno why...haiz.. just felt so lousy at myself... wanted to cry.. but cant.. tat's the worse part... i tink is bcoz of the cptc and the final year project...haiz...
there's like so many tings to buy...so many tings i need...haiz...
1. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
2. new bag
3. SD card for tat camera.. the one starhub gave along with tat HP printer if not with it's internal meomery, onli 33 pics can be taken...BenQ camera.. 2 mega pixel, the flash is freaking big and BRIGHT...
i guess tat is abt all ba... oh ya... i need to refresh memory on how to make the straw star...heez...am tinking of doing someting...heez... anyone keen on a trip down to IKEA? do let me noe...
okie... got to go sch n study laioz.... very lazy to change lehz... tink i will just go sch wearing wat i m wearing ba.... hahaz..
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