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A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said..no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever..and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry? and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face, the boy grabbed her arm and said... You're not pretty, you're beautiful, i dont want to be with you forever, i NEED to be with you forever, and i wouldnt cry if you walked away...i'd die...

Saturday, February 28, 2004

well... having alot inside me wanting to let it out... but is so darn tired from all the paper work i have done... i just wan some rest from words... will blog them all here i promise... mayb tonite... provided the "adults" dun get into soem arguement becos of sowm word and i will be fine... haha... my flu hasn't got any better....and i have having those sudden heart happenings again... it will suddenly just stop... or it will just have pangs of pain... nearly cant feel my own pulse yesterday... someting is terribly wrong... haiz... but u noe wat... i dun wan a doc.. cos i m afraid... i dun wana be a burden to the family anmore...i m so scared... i dun wan anyting to happen..i still hafnt seen alot of tings..hafnt do my part for this society..hafnt have my very own home yet..hafnt found someone who i can hold close to my heart and let it open its doors to him without worrying...hafnt had my own bike... hafnt learn swimming..hafnt learn how to ride a bicycle..there are simply so many tings for me to do... i wan to go to china or india, i wan to get out of singapore...i wan to try nunhood...but will i be able to sever all ties with everyone in this world? i dunno...

anyway, michelle i hope u can really get into a diploma course tat u like not just bcoz u tink it will help anyone... if u hate tat course it will be darn difficult for u to study... u will freaking hate the subject and all... i'm sorry.. but bcoz of the finicial situation now..i promise u if i can get a job when i m out of poly i will try to pay for ur fees...then we will work hard to get joshua into poly too... i remembered dad said he maximum can onli get us to poly.. actuali i know he mean he can get us to poly if onli he was still working with the old boss... but.. haiz... i tink the old boss conditions are worse than us... at least we have got everyone of us together.... hope dad will be able to get a job soon...well... i noe u dun really like ur present job, but.. pls bear with it... u will need the money for now..pls dun anyhow spend on comics or anyting stupid again... i know u will not be able to read tis but i hope tat u understand....

well alot of tings are happening in school too... everyone becoming more n more fake... n i m tired and also scared...i dun noe who is real towards me and who is just putting up an act... hey, if u r just putting up an act just let me noe. i dun wana be the last to know... u wan to be my fren so be it... if not, mayb it is best for us to just cool it...sounds straight forward but... tis is wat i reali feel... no point if u dun like my company or anyting yet have to make urself be happy when u r with me...is it worth it? let's all be frank... wat's the use of writting on paper or complaining? no one will noe anyting... writing on paper will onli reduce ur anger for a while... but after tat the anger normally comes back more than it did just now...

i m really tired...mayb u r rite.... i should have been a loner from teh day i entered poly... haha... but well, u noe me... i can't satnd loneliness.... haiz... so how? but now, i tink i feel so alone n left out, i guess it makes no diff i tink... sometimes i wonder if anyone will ever care if anyting happens to me... i'm losing contact to the world... help...

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