Tuesday, September 02, 2003
today end up slacking at home... haiz... then after tat in abt evening like tat i took bus n i saw him.... haiz... y must let me see him? i tink he saw me ...but i did the worse ting i can ever do...i din even look at him...he was at the back of the bus...i stayed in front...when it was his stop, he just alighted... haizzz IDIOT.... i tink he noes tat i m avoiding him...for wat i also duno... haha..but i have to thank someone...today nearly wanted to go out in shorts...the drawstring one...the blue one... she called me back n made me changed.... haha... thanks mum..hope i din look too shag or too weak today...last ting i wana let him noe is tat i m living wors than i was when i was with him... haha... u used to be the one who called me to study... i dun like to study all the science n maths stuff...but u said study so i just studied... then i came across tis phrase n i wanted to believe in it....tat was : let him go, if he is yours he will come back... recently u started sending alot of fwds... cute ones somemore.. but guess wat? i was hurt and disappointed too much to believe in it anymore... mayb i was wrong to let u go...mayb i should have held on...but somehow...after ah mu wanted me to jio u all for tat movie to let u guys have a gathering...in the end tat guy tell me is bcoz they all wanted to let u see me... hope tat we will be together... haha... from tat day onwards i realised someting, wat i wan is a guy who can accept me...mayb my involveness in my religion and me not taking meat anymore shocked u too much... but watever it is, i just suddenly felt tat u r not the one... watever it is... i thank u for the time u spend at me at the esplanade....if i have a video cam i will definitely film it down...but now i can just film it in my mind..... and keep it locked in my heart.... even though it is onlie for a while..... thanks for all the tings u have made me see... it has in a way or another benefited me... keep the fwds coming... they r v cute... but dun ask me y i dun sms u back... cos if i did, i means tat i have accepted ur coming back... right now... i duno...maybe we all need time to mature... time and patience is the key to all problems...
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